Bipisan
Humble Prayer Partner
I don't know how my life could get any worse. I don't even want to be alive and I never have wanted to be here. I don't go to church, I don't believe in God. I'm the most estranged person on Earth. I could possibly be a space alien, and not related to anyone on this planet, as far as I can see. There is no help for a person like me and I've been betrayed my whole life. Abused, used, brainwashed, lied to, and swept under the rug. I just really, really, don't appreciate the way my life has played out. Jesus hates me and I'm sure his father does too. I just want to die, to tell you the truth... there's no point in being alive on this planet for me. I see a lot of potential with this planet, but I must admit, that's about all I see for it. Just a bunch of disgusting people killing people and animals, who should all die before they get the chance to kill anyone else. They shouldn't even exist. I wish Vladimir Putin would be assassinated; another Hitler he is. If anyone ever cared, I have my own opinion, but no one ever cares about me. It's too bad because I really tried to care my whole life, about people who never ever cared about me in the end. So that's what I get for caring about people. I got nothing, abandoned, left alone to die, every day. Why should I care about anything. God does nothing. There is no God. Either that or I am non-existent. What a horrible God. Ignorant. Pointless. Evil. Hypocrite. Powerless. Lifeless. Nothing. I'm over it. I can't wait to be dust again. I'm glad I wasted all this time here. I should have killed myself a long time ago.