Anonymous
Beloved of All
I don't go to church because people in general make me nervous and I kinda don't like many people. I don't feel good enough like I don't fit in or I'm not really welcome at church, like they're better than me or God loves and favors them more. I feel I don't belong there. I know it is wrong of me and not Christ-like so I pray to God for deliverance of my own foolishness. I pray He cure me of social anxieties and the constant feeling like everyone is "out to get me" or doesn't like me. I alienate myself because of these feelings I have. I choose to cut people out of my life and be a loner because of my personality. As I live this way though, I become more miserable with myself. Pray God will cure me and heal me of the way I am. Pray God will renew me and make me a better person who doesn't have an unlikable personality. I pray in Jesus' name. Amen.