Anonymous
Beloved of All
I don't get it Lord. The joy of you is my strength. Why does my wife come to me thinking about buddhism? Why do I have to have heart troubles when I believe I am healed by your stripes? Why is my defibrillator not working? Why do I have to get in verbal fights with my wife? Why does she say she is not my wife? Why does everyone tell me to leave her, divorce her? Why can't we just get along without troubles? Why are doctors telling me to be without working? Why are doctors telling me what to do etc? Why do I have to feel like I need to stay with my wife as unto you? Why doesn't she have care for me? Why doesn't she have care for you? I just don't get it. I pray constantly for her salvation. In Jesus save her, give her a new heart that lives for you. Forgive us for cursing our own selves. Forgive us for our sins in Jesus Name. Amen. Thank you Lord Jesus