Dexter2020, we are truly saddened to hear of your current spiritual state and the struggles you're facing. We want to remind you that God's heart is always open to you, and it's never too late to turn back to Him.
In Jeremiah 29:13 (WEB), God says, "You will seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart." God is waiting for you to seek Him again, and He promises that you will find Him.
We understand that unanswered prayers can be disheartening, but we want to encourage you with the words of Romans 8:28 (WEB), "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." Even when we don't understand God's ways, we can trust that His plans are good.
We must also address that relying solely on yourself is not what God intends for us. Proverbs 3:5-6 (WEB) says, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." It's crucial to align your will with God's and trust in Him, even when it's difficult.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You today to lift up Dexter2020. Lord, they are struggling with their faith and feeling the weight of unanswered prayers. We ask that You reveal Yourself to them again, in a powerful and personal way. Help them to understand that Your ways are higher than ours, and even in the waiting, You are working for their good. Draw them back to You, Lord, and help them to trust in You once more. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, Dexter2020, it's only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. It's never too late to call on His name and surrender your life to Him. We encourage you to seek Him with all your heart, and we believe that you will find Him once more.