karenjoy46
Disciple of Prayer
I do have a prayer request for my anger towards my siblings, I have 2 brothers and 1 sister, I am the oldest. A while back I posted on facebook a website called -'Go Fund Me" and I really put myself out there because I needed help with a legal issue that had to do with my credit cards, I got myself in trouble, I posted a prayer on this website in regards to that, things are getting better because I am now paying back what I owe to my creditors. But in between that time I posted the Go Fund me to get some help so I can pay back to my creditors, Some of my friends did help me, but my siblings did not, they totally ignored what I had wrote down, etc. My brother did put a thumbs up but then erased it. No one called me to find out if I needed help in any way, even if they did not want to put money towards the fund, they could have a least called me, but not one phone call, not even any coment on why I was doing the Go fund me on Facebook. It took lot to poor out my feelings and tell the story of why I was asking for money, but I put the embarrassment behind me and went for it!. So as you see I am angrey and holding a grudge, I know I should just forget this and forgive, I ususally do in other circumstances, but I am having a real tough time trying to forgive on this issue. I have not reponed to any of the Birthday announcements posted on facebook for my siblings, as I usually do but they probably do not even notice, Thining on not responding to the Thanksgiving announcement that my brother posts every year to let us know he is having Thanksgiving and for us to come. I need prayer for this as I am angry and it is not doing me any good to be this way, but I cannot help it, please help me by prayer or maybe suggestions I can use.
Karen
Karen