I Didn't Realize Or Know

[Netta]

Hi everyone

i just read something about my symptoms 

and its been anxiety all along i think

the devil keeps putting all this stuff in my head that is scaring me and weird stuff keeps happening and i have panic attacks around cops in the store because im scared they will think i am stealing something when im not the typ to do such a thing or that they might think im being bad or aggressive in some kind of way since im already a little aggressive in my head but not outwardly or like the devil is going to tell them im about to do something wrong when im not even going to or like they sense a lie coming from the devil and they get suspicious about me

and im afraid the cops are going to jump on me since they get suspicious about me and that scares me

and i have so many things that are symptoms of anxiety even though im doing better now But the dreadful things keep coming back to me

and i can't even get further in life because im having learning problems and memory problems to where i can't remember what i have learned or how to do things and my mind keeps going blank when i try to think back to things i have learned or i get confused and i can't understand good enough or at all

and my mind is always playing tricks on me which sometimes creeps me out like im triping on some kind of drug that was prescribed to me which i was not taking because it causes tricky mind things that happen to me

the medicine either does not work or it causes horrible things to happen to me

and also i could die from not having a soul or a heart inside me moving me to do anything

i almost did die a few times...because all the life got sucked out of me for some reason and i was not all the way there for a few seconds 

like i was hanging onto the end of the rope with nothing inside me or in my head....Just gone

im just fighting to live and have life and something good out of it

and its been nothing but crap and temporary good things that don't stay

its like God is playing games with me

my skin starts looking clear and nice and then it goes back to bad and its like now you see it and now you don't

just playing games with me

the fix is not permanent 

Im sick of this crap happening 

whatever it is that is doing this to me needs to give it a rest Forever

i just keep on loosing all the life inside me

just empty

so yeah i have had it bad and i would like it if everyone would keep me in their prayers

thank you

 

[Inquisitive angel HYS]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Isabelle11]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Don]

Psa 71:1 ¶ In thee, O LORD, do I put my trust: let me never be put to confusion.

Psa 71:2 Deliver me in thy righteousness, and cause me to escape: incline thine ear unto me, and save me.

Psa 71:3 Be thou my strong habitation, whereunto I may continually resort: thou hast given commandment to save me; for thou art my rock and my fortress. MerciMe and I are praying now for your request in Jesus name.

 

[Stitcher]

I have prayed for this. In Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[Powers]

I prayed for this. In Jesus' Name. Amen

 

[Brittni]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[123]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

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[dcrandjr]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.