Dethmas
Disciple of Prayer
I did something very bad and it's been terrorizing me since. I used the g word at Holy Spirit and I was drunk and woke up the nexy morning shaking right through my soul. I just recently had death at they bedside. I nearly died in 2018. And then I was dieing of covid but again I was aloud to break away from death. I was in a coma and I asked Jesus to take me away from all this. I know I'm guilty as hell because of my sinful life. But I do believe God saved me both times. I just need peace and I need lots of prayer. Because i read that if a person repents, Jesus will not cast me out. I guess having a hard time forgiving myself.