Shadowar
Servant
I desperately need prayer. My marriage is in pieces. My husband quit his job without a backup plan right before Christmas. I work full time and go to college full time and I'm our only income. The jobs he wants haven't panned out and he refuses to work any factory jobs in the meantime. Whenever I voice my feelings, he's cold and dismissive. He repeatedly mocks my faith and the existence of God. He was a believer when we got married but since has lost faith. He sleeps all day while I work and criticizes me for being tired saying "you're always tired". He criticizes my weight and says hurtful things out of nowhere. Tomorrow is my birthday and he asked me to take the day off to spend with him so I did. But he got mad at me tonight for being too tired to stay up late. He's since shut me down and refuses to come to bed. He wants to stay up all night so he can sleep all day and leave me alone on my birthday. I don't think I can take much more of this but I don't want to leave or divorce. I come from a line of divorce and broken families and I do not want that. I see who he can be but he has hardened his heart so much and hardened himself to me, too. Please pray for me.