Mykix
Disciple of Prayer
I cry out to God in my prayers; it's been 3 months since my adult daughter left, not wanting to know anything about me. She is a Christian but has strayed from God. She has gotten into drugs, alcohol, and sexual relationships of unknown perversity. She has fainted and rejected my help. She went to live with a man who is not a Christian and has led her to do all these things and distanced her from God. Another man lives in the same house, and I pray to God to protect her from any harm they might cause her, from all the promiscuity she is living in, to open her eyes and bring her back to her senses. I pray that she can return to the feet of Christ and respect her body as the Temple of the Holy Spirit that it is. I pray that she finds a place to live with a healthy person, a woman who brings her closer to Christ. She has rejected me, and that hurts me. Some people just told me she is very happy without me, and that would make me happy if I knew that happiness was real and not a result of doing whatever she wants. This has caused me great depression because, in raising her alone, l isolated myself, and now I have no friends to go out with. I was in an accident and am also recovering from a fractured toe. I have thought about not continuing. I can't find a reason to keep living. The only thing motivating me is the hope of leaving this house, but I need approximately $28,000 to do so, and I have no way of getting it. I need a miracle because I can't live here any longer, with my sister who is only looking for ways to bother and hurt me, and even knowing about my daughter, she enjoys the fact that my daughter left the way she did.