Joseph Nardine
Humble Prayer Partner
I continue to cry out to Jesus for real miracles against the HIV AIDS,ACID REFLUX,SCABIES, THE WASTING SYNDROME and LIPID DYSTROPHY because of the AIDS medications. The wasting syndrome has destroyed all of my muscles if I ever had any, it has forced me to gain abnormal weight gain around my middle and forced me to lose weight rapidly at ALL my limbs i look and feel very sickly now. I know that Jesus has never healed me on earth at all. His people, if you can call them that, misjudged me from the utmost beginning and "more anointed and appointed" hands have been laid on me then since I can remember. Absolutely nothing ever happened. I went to so many worthless tent revivals and church building revivals then I could also count. There was just nothing just nothing. I cry out to God every single day. I know it will be only a matter of small time before the Mayo Clinic doctors will diagnose me with diabetes because of the incredible abnormal weight gain (which is not my fault) I don't eat but once a day a small meal. I'm hungry all the time. When they do diagnose me with diabetes ( because that's what happens to AIDS people) when they do that, I will refuse the diabetes medications and pray for God to put me in a diabetic coma and finally die. I can't take any more false hopes and false prophecies i just can't. My new and possibly last pastor on earth is helping me sign my advance directive and I will be looking for my last will and testament. I'm well aware Jesus is a creative miracle worker. And that he has truly healed (other) people even unbelievers yes, I know he has. I have seen some of those miracles with my own eyes. All I know, for myself, is he has never chosen to heal me. I'm very bloated every single day. I've also been given very bad news about my teeth (because of the AIDS and the medications) no doubt. I have to protect my best interests that's why I'm signing my advance directive and will. No one else in the body of Christ had offered to help me so, I appealed to my pastor. Since God NEVER wanted or choose to heal me of all these satanic curses, I'm asking God to bring hospice in my home because I can't afford them privately I'm asking God for that favor and trying to believe him for it. My faith for miracles was shot down many years ago when I knew I was lied to about them. No Christians, I'm not and never have been happy. I shaved my head back many years ago when the diseases began to also take my hair. So, I am and have been since years ago, in permanent mourning. And will remain so showing God, ( not man ) that fact. Please pray I don't believe anyone on earth knows how to reach the Throne from earth on my behalf any more. I'm just so tired because of the lies people, the lies and the AIDS fatigue. So tired and so disappointed.