I confessed to God what he already knew - ...

[Anonymous]

I confessed to God what he already knew - I don't feel the spirit. I have read the bible and attend church, but there is nothing in my spirit. I feel nothing but disillusionment. I cried out to him when I said that he knew. I cannot discern his voice. My family says that it is time to let my husband go and move on with my life because my husband said he is never coming back and is dating someone else (the woman who he is having the affair with). I have been praying, but my prayers are unheard because I have nothing in my spirit. During my prayers, I have asked God for his forgiveness and asked for the forgiveness of others. I have forgiven others and even pray for the other woman dating my husband.

I read the bible, stopped listening to secular music and focused on God and praying for family, myself, and my husband. It has been almost 7 months and I am losing all faith and hope. It is about depleted. I had a dream about my husband after asking God last night to send me a sign about my marriage. Well the dream was of my husband telling me that he was not sure what to do and that he didn't know where it was going with the other woman. Well in the dream, we were intimate and I immediately awoke after feeling guilty about that dream. It could NOT have been of God. So I got up and prayed. I am not Godly, my husband left me for another woman (much younger) who has children. I cannot bare children. I have not wanted to ask others what to do and have sought God. I am grateful for him sustaining me, but I realize that the spirit is not in me and my prayers will not be answered. I am not looking for sympathy. I just cannot discern God's voice because I have been wrong so many times. After many months of praying I asked God what was going on. Thinking God told me it was done, then he said, he will be home, then I asked for my husband to call me, he did, twice. I he came over for do taxes, and wanted to talk divorce. Said I was evil because I did not want to talk divorce. I made him a pan of lasagna. He came by a week later to finish taxes, told me he was going out to dinner with his girlfriend and that I should move on. I had made lunch and packed a to go bag for him. I cried after he left, called him and he called me baby for the first time in months. Now I am here a week later and no contact with Husband. I asked God if I should continue to pray for Husband or marriage and I have not heard anything except that dream - which is not of God. I am a fake. -Not a Christian if I am struggling so much to discern God's voice. Yeah, I heard that it could be my desires but I ask God for him to reveal to me. I am not angry with anyway, I am disillusioned and hopeless. I am being honest. I have had thoughts of ending my life because if I cannot hear or discern God's voice, I will NEVER ever be able to follow the right path.

I thought God said to love unconditionally. I love my husband and have no ill will toward him or anyone. Even writing this I feel that God will not bless me even if he planned to because I cannot discern his voice. I have rebuked the enemy from my life and my husband and been trying to live right. I am so sorry for continuing to fail you Lord. I asked for you to heal the pain of my husband who has decided to end our marriage of 15 years for a woman 17 years his junior. I thought I was suppose to stand and be a loving wife who shows love to her husband, but this is painful to be constantly rejected. I apologize for the long post. It is what was on my heart. Help me Lord. Be clear with me. Am I ignoring your instructions?

 

[unloved22]

be strong, god bless you, i know it can be hard, life is hard, we all have our struggles with god, but dont look at everything on the surface, god often speaks in silence , i know how it might feel, not here to judge you or bash the word of god over your head, keep praying. sometimes if u have nothing to say just let the tears roll down, dont feel like its over, keep pressing in, i am also, we all have too, its easy to look at things and freak out, study the word miracle, focus on that word, when it all falls down, jesus is still around. god bless you, take care of yourself. 

 

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Our God of peace, you have taught us that in returning and rest we shall be saved, in quietness and in confidence shall be our strength: By the might of your Spirit answer this request, we pray of you, so we may be still and know that you are God; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

 

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May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

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May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

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May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

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Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hearme]

God, I ask in Jesus name that You would bless her. Lord Jesus please fill her and her family with spirit. May this family be strong and stay together for Your's glory. Amen.

 

[JEVincent]

Let Us Pray: God in Jesus' name, today, tomorrow, and forevermore bless, deliver, heal, encourage, and strengthen me. Lead, guide, and direct my footsteps. Bless me with the desire to and strengthen me to always walk in obedience to Your Word and Will for my life. Place legions of Your angels around me and my home to protect and keep me safe from all accidents, hurt, harm, danger, and the schemes of the wicked . Every plan that the enemy of my soul has planned for my life, destroy those plans. Let no weapon or lie formed against me ever prosper. Let love, peace, joy, hope, faith, excellent health, holiness, wisdom, knowledge, understanding, protection and prosperity rest in me and upon me. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for all those I love, care about, and the writer of this prayer. May each of us come to know You better in a real way, continue to grow in the true knowledge of Christ Jesus, and fall more in love with You with each passing day, month, and year. Amen.