ByGraceJay
Disciple of Prayer
I come here today asking for prayers for faith and not fear. I am ending a 4-year relationship after just moving into a new place. I have been drained spiritually, financially, and mentally from this toxic relationship even when I was given many signs to let go. I am afraid for what's in store for me and I feel unwanted, unloved, and confused. I do not know what to do and where to go and how to start. I've cried so many tears for years that I feel myself getting sick. I do not want to die from grief; I’m just ready to move forward with my life and find happiness within myself so I can be mentally present for my daughter. I hate having to leave my new home that I truly love with all my heart and I know I need to have faith in what God has for me; I’m just so afraid and confused. I feel like I did something wrong when all I did was love the wrong person. I wouldn’t wish the pain I’m feeling on anyone. Why do I feel like I’ve done something wrong when all I did was love? I just want forgiveness for anything I may have done wrong, especially for what I allowed. I do not know who I am anymore and I don’t want to be too damaged to ever trust anyone again; I know I’m not broken but it feels like it.