ByGraceJay
Disciple of Prayer
I come here today asking for prayers for faith and not fear . I am ending a 4 year relationship after just moving into a new place . I have been drained spiritually, financially and mentally from this toxic relationship even when i was given many signs to let go. I am afraid for whats in store for me and i feel unwanted , unloved and confused . I do not know what to do and where to go and how to start. Ive cried so many tears for years that i feel myself getting sick. I do not want to die from grief , I’m just ready to move forward with my life and find happiness within myself so i can be mentally present for my daughter. I hate having to leave my new home that i truly love with all my heart and i know i need to have faith in what God has for me , I’m just so afraid and confused . I feel like i did something wrong when all i did was love the wrong person. I wouldn’t wish the pain I’m feeling on anyone . Why do i feel like I’ve did something wrong when all i did was love? I just want forgiveness for anything i may have done wrong, especially for what i allowed. I do not know who i am anymore and i don’t want to be too damaged to ever trust anyone again, i know I’m not broken but it feels like it .