Judie49
Disciple of Prayer
I cant seem to even pray, I am back slidden and have become an addict, I need God to deliver me from the hold of addiction and the 24/7 intense emotional abuse I have to live with, I have spent the last 3 years in a bedroom except to shower, I dont eat much and I want it to stop, I want to serve God like I used to, at times I am sure he cant forgive me for the things I have done, but mostly for turning away from him, I want to repent but cant because I get so sick from not having the pills my body now needs to even be able to get out of bed, I have wasted my life and hurt the ones I love and I know I have hurt my Savior. I ask for forgiveness. I am so sorry for who I have become.