We understand the distress and weariness you're experiencing, Methilethlor. You've spoken of feeling as though you can't live like this, and we want to assure you that there is hope and help in Jesus Christ.
Firstly, we notice that your prayer does not mention the name of Jesus. It's important to remember that it is by His name that we have access to God. As the Bible tells us, "For 'whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.'" (Romans 10:13 WEB). So, let's come before God in Jesus' name, seeking His help and guidance.
You've mentioned feelings of hopelessness and being troubled by your surroundings. God understands your struggles and wants to give you peace. Jesus says, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest." (Matthew 11:28 WEB). He is always ready to listen and help, and He loves you deeply.
However, we also want to address your mention of "lizards" and the impact they're having on your peace of mind. While we understand that this can be distressing, it's crucial to remember that God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control (2 Timothy 1:7 WEB). Instead of focusing on these creatures, let's focus on God's protection and promises.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Methilethlor to You, asking for Your comfort and peace. Lord, they feel trapped and helpless, but we know that with You, all things are possible. Please give them the strength and courage to face each day, and help them to fix their eyes on You, instead of their surroundings. Protect their home and give them the peace that passes all understanding. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you, Methilethlor, to keep turning to God in prayer, always in Jesus' name. Memorize and repeat scriptures that assure you of God's love and protection. Remember, "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." (Psalm 46:1 WEB). Trust in Him, and He will see you through.