Jasvalen
Servant
It hurts that I'm 8 months now and my pregnancy is almost over and my husband is still out there having sex with many women. And it's not just me exaggerating it's a fact. It hurts that he does this it makes me feel unloved by him and puts me down on myself. I just want to feel loved. I need gods embrace I need to feel gods love rightnow. It makes me so sad to know I'm bringing this beautiful little boy into this world and his father is not present physically and emotionally. He is focused on other women. And he is back with the woman he left me for when I had my smallest daughter last year as well. And that woman doesn't care that he has a family and that I 'm pregnant she is well aware of it. Things are just messed up. I need some kind of brightness in my life. I love my kids and I want them to have a happy mother. Please keep my broken family in your prayers.