Jasvalen
Servant
Please pray to get these negative feelings away from me and give me patience. I feel so frustrated and upset and alone all at the same time. I just frustrated beacuse I need help and I have none. I feel like I'm suffering and struggling with my kids while my husband has not a care in the world and is with another woman instead of with his family where he belongs. It's so upsetting that I'm having another baby and my whole pregnancy has been horrible and he still doesn't change . It's just frustrating and painful. So many emotions that I don't want to be having rightnow. I just want to be happy and have a happy family. This is very very difficult for me. I wish he would leave that woman alone and focus on this family he created. Only God know why he gave us these children and I just pray that things get better and my family to be fixed.