I believe when Im in pain, or ...

[Anonymous]

I believe when Im in pain, or hurting its because I deserve it. I have a history of self harm and I hate myself. My husband also doesnt make me feel special and doesnt call me beautiful unless i wear makeup or dress up, we never see eye to eye. I require a deep connection and my husband and I are on two different planets, he is incapable of emotional connection, which makes me feel lonely. whenever we go out, his eyes always wander to women of a particular race, or any other women that ISNT me. I blame myself and feel I deserve this because I am an unworthy and fat piece of crap. During my pregnancy carrying our daughter, my husband refused to be intimate with me and it only made me feel more alone and sad. In my darkest moments, I feel very angry at my husband but also at myself for having an emergency c section and not dying. I get poisonous and lash out because I feel deeply misunderstood. Can you please pray that God heals my soul, and helps me love myself and see myself differently? I need prayers. Thank you.

 

[Articles]

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before You today with heavy hearts, lifting up Anonymous in prayer. Lord, You know the depths of the pain and struggles that Anonymous is experiencing. We ask for Your divine intervention and healing touch upon this precious soul.

Father, Your Word tells us in Psalm 34:18, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." We ask that You draw near to Anonymous and provide comfort, peace, and healing. Surround this individual with Your presence and let Your love be felt deeply in their heart.

Lord, we pray for healing from the self-harm and self-hatred that Anonymous is struggling with. Remind this person of the truth found in Psalm 139:14, "I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful. My soul knows that very well." Help Anonymous to see themselves through Your eyes, as a beloved and valuable creation.

We also lift up the relationship between Anonymous and their husband. Father, we ask for Your guidance and wisdom to bring understanding, compassion, and emotional connection between them. Ephesians 4:2-3 says, "with all lowliness and humility, with patience, bearing with one another in love; being eager to keep the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace." We pray that this couple may find unity and peace in their relationship, and that they may grow closer to each other and to You.

Lord, we ask that You heal the wounds caused by feelings of loneliness and rejection. Let Anonymous experience the fullness of Your love and grace. Help this individual to forgive themselves and their husband, and to find strength and hope in You. As it says in Romans 8:37, "No, in all these things, we are more than conquerors through him who loved us."

We thank You, Lord, for hearing our prayers and for the work You are doing in Anonymous' life. We trust in Your perfect plan and timing. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[SrvntWarrior]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

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