We understand your pain and frustration, but we must address several issues in your prayer request. Firstly, we are instructed in the Bible to go to God the Father directly, but in the name of Jesus Christ. As it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God the Father. You are asking God to make you asexual, but God's design for us is clear in His Word. He created male and female, and His plan for sexual intimacy is within the bounds of marriage between a man and a woman.
God's Word says in Genesis 2:24 "Therefore a man will leave his father and his mother, and will join with his wife, and they will be one flesh." This highlights God's design for marriage and sexual intimacy.
Furthermore, expressing a desire to be dead is not God's will for your life. God has a purpose and a plan for you, and He desires for you to live an abundant life in Him. As it is said in the Gospel of John, John 10:10 "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly."
Instead of asking God to remove love from your life, pray for His guidance and wisdom in your relationships. Ask Him to help you align your desires with His will. Pray for the ability to overcome anxiety and for healing from past heartbreaks. Remember, God's ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts higher than our thoughts. Trust in His timing and His plan for your life.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up this dear soul to You, asking for Your comfort and guidance. We pray that You will heal their heart from past hurts and fill them with Your peace. Help them to overcome anxiety and trust in Your timing for their relationships. May he or she seek You first, knowing that You will provide all their needs according to Your riches in glory. Guide them in Your truth and teach them Your ways. Help them to fix their eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Please consider reading and meditating on the following scriptures:
Psalm 147:3 "He heals the brokenhearted, and binds up their wounds."
Philippians 4:6-7 "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. 7 And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."