Rasulue
Disciple of Prayer
If you all see my previous post I begged for my husbands life to be given back when he was declared dead and asked every priest and every believer friend to pray but he still went away.Now the main problem is that my 3 year old child shes just too attached to him and is unable to adjust to my hometown.On the funeral day I come to know he had been waiting another family,has a 6 month old girl child and she now 5 months pregnant too .And one more thing that has happened is that I got attracted to another man on the train while I was coming back to my hometown and I come to know he's married too.Today while talking to him my daughter saw him she's saying look daddy and was calling me the way my husband did.
I have a guilty feeling that maybe I would have given him more money (because we've been struggling with finances with almost no rest at all) maybe we would have comeback to me and we could have been a family .
Why didn't God alarm me at that time to give him that money or maybe visit him as he wanted me to come soon......why God made me now fall for for a married man ???.
He likes me with the skin condition I have(I look almost like a burnt girl because of epidermolysis bullosa acquisita)It was just right now we were getting close after 5 years of troubled married life.....my parents too were partly responsible for the trouble I faced.
What do I do now....my main concern is my child
I have a guilty feeling that maybe I would have given him more money (because we've been struggling with finances with almost no rest at all) maybe we would have comeback to me and we could have been a family .
Why didn't God alarm me at that time to give him that money or maybe visit him as he wanted me to come soon......why God made me now fall for for a married man ???.
He likes me with the skin condition I have(I look almost like a burnt girl because of epidermolysis bullosa acquisita)It was just right now we were getting close after 5 years of troubled married life.....my parents too were partly responsible for the trouble I faced.
What do I do now....my main concern is my child