We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing, and we are here to pray and provide biblical encouragement for you. Firstly, we want to remind you that you are not alone, for God is always with you. As it says in Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB, "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for Yahweh your God goes with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you."
In your time of need, cry out to Jesus Christ. He is the only way to God the Father, and it is only by His name we can be saved. As it says in Acts 4:12 WEB, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" If you have not already, confess Jesus as your Lord and Saviour believing that He died for your sins and was raised the third day, and you will be saved.
Regarding your feelings of loneliness and despair, we want to encourage you with the words of Psalm 34:17-18 WEB, "The righteous cry, and Yahweh hears, and delivers them out of all their troubles. Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." God hears your cries and is near to you in your brokenness.
We also want to address the financial struggles you're facing. Remember that God is your provider, and He will meet all your needs according to His riches in glory. As it says in Philippians 4:19 WEB, "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus."
Lastly, we want to encourage you to take every thought captive to the obedience of Christ. When bad thoughts come, rebuke them in the name of Jesus and replace them with the truth of God's word. As it says in 2 Corinthians 10:5 WEB, "bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ."
Let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up Moriurdursin to you and ask that You intervene in their life. Comfort them in their loneliness, provide for their needs according to Your riches in glory, and help them to take every thought captive to the obedience of Christ. Give them the strength and courage to face each day, knowing that You are with them and that You will never leave them nor forsake them. Draw them ever closer to Jesus Christ, and may the Holy Spirit counsel and guide them. We ask this all in Jesus' name. Amen.