Tomm Smith
Disciple of Prayer
I asked God to put a woman in my life that I needed, I have been seeking for a long time. The very next day I ran into a beautiful lady, I offered we hang out and get some pizza(Ties into a previous interaction). She agreed, but the night we planned she confessed that she wanted to hesitate because she is currently trying to discontinue a relationship with someone. I completely understand this and took her sincerity as honest. We expressed our mutual attraction and feelings for one another and I suggested we just wait until her Military Leave ends to have the Pizza. She delightfully agreed and we continued to express our desires in engaging with one another.
It has been about 3 weeks since this conversation, I have been sending her beautiful pictures and wise quotes daily (texting) to support her in these times. Of which, after my asking, she expressed are quite welcome. It has been 3 weeks now, she has not came off of leave and is beginning to quit responding. Am I devoting to a dead road or am I supporting a soul mate prospective in her hard times?
In addition, God has been spiritually leading me as if she is someone I will fall deep in love with and personally, intimately align with. However, in texting her, her responses have dwindled to zero response all together. I am confused on the cross roads and which fork to take. I want my soulmate but I also love myself more than being an "actor in someone else's play".
I request prayer and guidance of what to do and how to do it properly.
I am giving prayer in return.
It has been about 3 weeks since this conversation, I have been sending her beautiful pictures and wise quotes daily (texting) to support her in these times. Of which, after my asking, she expressed are quite welcome. It has been 3 weeks now, she has not came off of leave and is beginning to quit responding. Am I devoting to a dead road or am I supporting a soul mate prospective in her hard times?
In addition, God has been spiritually leading me as if she is someone I will fall deep in love with and personally, intimately align with. However, in texting her, her responses have dwindled to zero response all together. I am confused on the cross roads and which fork to take. I want my soulmate but I also love myself more than being an "actor in someone else's play".
I request prayer and guidance of what to do and how to do it properly.
I am giving prayer in return.