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Prayer Warrior
i ask for prayer in my life..i ask for guidance to allow God total and complete surrender of myself, not a part or nothing of me; but total and complete surrender..i ask if it is your will that it be done, restoration and rekindling of my relationship.. he has lost his faith in God, his phone is his God,and he has other women that he is talking to.. He has started to treat me bad as if i don't exist... told me that he doesn't care about this relationship anymore..i haven't done anything to him but LOOSE MY JOB back in January, and have a relationship and faith in Jesus that he will provide and heal my life..Being without a job has complicated this relationship and has pushed him toward other woman and his phone.. It has pushed him to wanting separation and to throw me out of his house on to the streets..God has been providing ways for me to keep my bills paid and my children through my first relationship taken care of but it that is it..im grateful that i have a God that provides but he is not ok with just that and wants more and to be able to do things.. can't do it if he is the only one making money that he has lost all interest in me and started being this guy i don't know and engaging with other women.. i know that God can turn my situation and circumstances around or give me a brand new life that will allow me to take care of me and my children..i have faith and i know he can, faith is not my problem its the struggle, hurt and pain that i go back and forth with and have to keep in check with prayer on a daily..i continually pray daily over myself and children knowing that in his perfect timing and his will that he will make a way for me and change and bless me beyond my wildest dreams if it is his will to do so..so here i am letting go of all of my circumstances and situations and i am asking my faith built peoples to help pray over my life for these requests and if it is Gods will it will be done: -restoration and rekindling of my relationship, stop the seeking and pursuing of other women, and bring his heart back to me to work out this over 10 year old relationship.. -a new sustainable morning daytime office job, no nights or weekends just monday through friday with good pay.. -favor with the court system for my sister to keep the custody and conservatorship of her children.. -that my ex-mother in law Tammy and her oldest grandchild my daugher Mackenzie let go of all negativity and unite and become family again and let go of the things that have caused them to be in discord with one another.. -for a new vehicle and a house so that if it is Gods will that he make all things new I will have a way to provide for me and mine.. -for a miracle blessing of $30,000 to get me started in being able to take care of my bills and children until my circumstance have vanished.. -for guidance to totally and completely surrender all of me with a heart of gratitude and belief..