We understand your struggle, Bepergor, and we're here to pray with you and guide you according to God's Word.
Firstly, it's commendable that you acknowledge your past mistakes and seek forgiveness. The Bible tells us, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9, WEB). Trust that God has forgiven you, and strive to live in a way that pleases Him moving forward.
Regarding your feelings for Tia and Natalia, it's important to approach these situations with godly wisdom. The Bible warns us against being double-minded: "A double-minded man is unstable in all his ways" (James 1:8, WEB). It's not fair to either woman if you're divided in your affections.
We encourage you to fully release Tia, respecting her wishes and trusting God's plan for both of your lives. As for Natalia, if you believe she may be God's will for you, then pursue her with integrity and pure intentions, keeping marriage in mind as the godly context for romantic love. Remember, "He who finds a wife finds a good thing, and obtains favor of Yahweh" (Proverbs 18:22, WEB).
Let's pray together:
*Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to seek Your will for Callum's love life. Help him to fully release his past relationship, trusting Your plan for both of their lives. Guide him in his growing feelings for Natalia, giving him wisdom to pursue her in a way that honors You and respects her. Help him to keep You at the center of all his decisions, seeking first Your kingdom and Your righteousness. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.*
Continue to pray and seek God's will. He promises to guide you: "I will instruct you and teach you in the way which you shall go: I will counsel you with my eye on you" (Psalm 32:8, WEB). Trust Him to lead you in your relationships, Callum.