Rages
Disciple of Prayer
I ask for forgiveness from some major mistakes of my past. Wash me clean completely from any curses or negative energy remaining. I praise God for progress made, in life and in this relationship. I don’t know why him and I are experiencing these pitfalls. I pray they will be used for growth and the building of strength together. Give me the words to say and open his heart to hear and understand how his behavior is hurting me. Help us both to be in the right state of mind for growth and to communicate to one another our true but positively strengthened feelings. Don’t let us fall to lack of or failed communication, or ill spoken thoughts. Strengthen the relationship we share and build us to last through to a fruitful marriage together. Keep us above all attacks of the enemy, negativity, distractions, ill intent. Help us to move forward in strength and unity together. Help us to have the words to share strength. Be with him intimately in every way he needs. Grow his strength as a man and partner way past that which his father modeled. Grow me as a woman way past what my mother modeled. We both have wonderful parents but the shortfalls they did have seem to be exactly what comes between us. Bring us stability and emotional stability. Be with my family deeply and intimately. Be with his family. Strengthen and build them. Help us to unify through our differences. I uplift an individual and her wayward philosophy. Bring her to the light and take the blunders off her eyes as well as those she influences. I uplift a number of friends and their individual situations.Heal my social anxieties and mental paranoias.Help me to push out these negative thoughts for good.Help me to reach promotion at work.Help me to navigate certain situations financially and to have abundance.Bring me success in my endeavors.Help me to know how to invest in certain ministry opportunities, to provide more than charitable thought. Unspoken.Give me guidance in certain situations where is feel superstitious but I feel as if I’m just making myself hold on to negativity and healing my own growth through fear.I forgive an individual who has repeated attacked me and my character.I understand she believes she has valid intentions. Silence her attacks against me, clear my name in ways she has tarnished it or brought question.Keep her negativity or sabotage far beneath me, silenced and unbelievable.Help her to move on, question her perceptions. I desperately ask for healing in a separate situation. Give me wisdom in a situation. Unspoken. Help me to maintain and grow grace, confidence and respectability. Unspoken.