Iambroken
Disciple of Prayer
I am in desperate need of a miracle. I've been living with my mom for the last year and it's been a living nightmare. My mother is very controlling and emotionally abusive (always has been) but I moved back home to save money to buy a house and get other things in order. I truly feel that I am out of God's will and order for my life and now I'm in this terrible pit with her. I need to move out but I don't have enough money to do that. Every step I take to leave has been sabotaged by what I thought had to take place. A male friend had offered to get a loft with me but I didn't feel it was appropriate so I turned down the offer. Now I feel I should have graciously accepted his offer. I've cut him off as well as others that tried to warn and help me about/from my mother. I just thought God would never fail me and that there isn't a soul beyond his reach. And so I prayed for my mom to be healed and now I'm empty handed, friendless and have nothing to show for it. I was scrolling through my pictures and became reminded that I am victorious. All all my pictures have a strong smile.
Lord please help me to lose and let go of what you're trying to take away from me. Help me to discern your will from mine and to walk in the light as you are in the light. I'm stuck and I've turned down opportunities to get better in Christ and failed take a leap of faith when the opportunity presented itself. Please give me a new opportunity to walk by faith and not by sight. Please give me another chance to escape this pit of despair and to worship you wholeheartedly again. Lord I am weak and in need of all that you have for me. Lord please save me and rescue me from the snare of the fowlers hands so that I may live in peace on earth as it is in Heaven. I will not look back. I understand opportunities may not present themselves the way I would imagine or concoct them and so I pray that you lead me into all that is yours, good and true to place me on a firm foundation in you. Help me to reach again and to keep my hope in you. Lord I ask you to do all these things in Jesus mighty name I pray. AMEN
Lord please help me to lose and let go of what you're trying to take away from me. Help me to discern your will from mine and to walk in the light as you are in the light. I'm stuck and I've turned down opportunities to get better in Christ and failed take a leap of faith when the opportunity presented itself. Please give me a new opportunity to walk by faith and not by sight. Please give me another chance to escape this pit of despair and to worship you wholeheartedly again. Lord I am weak and in need of all that you have for me. Lord please save me and rescue me from the snare of the fowlers hands so that I may live in peace on earth as it is in Heaven. I will not look back. I understand opportunities may not present themselves the way I would imagine or concoct them and so I pray that you lead me into all that is yours, good and true to place me on a firm foundation in you. Help me to reach again and to keep my hope in you. Lord I ask you to do all these things in Jesus mighty name I pray. AMEN