PLEASE DO NOT END YOUR LIFE. GO TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM. I SEE YOU KNOW YOU HAVE A SOUL. YOU GOT THAT SOUL FROM GOD. ONLY HE IS THE ONE WHO SHOULD TELL YOU WHEN IT IS TIME FOR YOUR SOUL TO COME HOME. WHATEVER IS HURTING YOU OR WHATEVER YOUR PROBLEMS ARE TO MAKE YOU WANT TO DIE, I DON'T KNOW. I DO KNOW I HAVE BEEN WHERE YOU ARE. I HAVE ONE SUICIDE ATTEMPT UNDER MY BELT FROM OVER 20 YEARS AGO. I CAN NOT TELL YOU EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE I AM SO GLAD I LIVED THROUGH THAT SUICIDE ATTEMPT -- I CAN TELL YOU THINGS DID GET BETTER. I WAS NO LONGER HOMELESS, ETC. I CAN ALSO TELL YOU THAT I KNOW NOW THAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE LIVED, THAT GOD DID NOT WANT ME TO DIE THEN. SLOWLY, SLOWLY HIS REASONS ARE STARTING TO UNFOLD. JUST, PLEASE, GET HELP. DON'T DO IT. REMEMBER, ONCE YOU END YOUR LIFE, THERE ARE NO DO-OVERS. YOU CAN NOT TAKE IT BACK.