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I am very suicidal. I have attempted suicide before by overdose, it wasn't effective but now i feel like ending my life without any possibilities of failing this attempt. Pray that God saves by soul and one thing i do really need to get through something is discipline, so please pray that God gives me the strength to become a disciplined person.
 
Dear Child of the Most High God, God Bless you! It is a great honor that I join in bringing your petition to the Throne Room of the Creator of the Universe through this prayer.

Let us join in prayer that God will hear your prayer request and may He continue to Guide and Bless His people. Thy Perfect Will be done for Your Glory, O Lord. In Jesus' most Holy name I pray. Amen.
 
PLEASE DO NOT END YOUR LIFE. GO TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM.  I SEE YOU KNOW YOU HAVE A SOUL. YOU GOT THAT SOUL FROM GOD. ONLY HE IS THE ONE WHO SHOULD TELL YOU WHEN IT IS TIME FOR YOUR SOUL TO COME HOME. WHATEVER IS HURTING YOU OR WHATEVER YOUR PROBLEMS ARE TO MAKE YOU WANT TO DIE, I DON'T KNOW. I DO KNOW I HAVE BEEN WHERE YOU ARE. I HAVE ONE SUICIDE ATTEMPT UNDER MY BELT FROM OVER 20 YEARS AGO. I CAN NOT TELL YOU EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE I AM SO GLAD I LIVED THROUGH THAT SUICIDE ATTEMPT -- I CAN TELL YOU THINGS DID GET BETTER. I WAS NO LONGER HOMELESS, ETC. I CAN ALSO TELL YOU THAT I KNOW NOW THAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE LIVED, THAT GOD DID NOT WANT ME TO DIE THEN. SLOWLY, SLOWLY HIS REASONS ARE STARTING TO UNFOLD. JUST, PLEASE, GET HELP. DON'T DO IT. REMEMBER, ONCE YOU END YOUR LIFE, THERE ARE NO DO-OVERS. YOU CAN NOT TAKE IT BACK.
 
PLEASE DO NOT END YOUR LIFE. GO STRAIGHT TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM. I UNDERSTAND FROM WHAT YOU WROTE THAT YOU KNOW GOD GAVE YOU A SOUL. WELL, GOD AND ONLY GOD GETS TO CHOOSE WHEN TO TAKE YOUR SOUL HOME TO HIM. I HAVE BEEN WHERE YOU ARE -- I MADE ONE SUICIDE ATTEMPT ABOUT 20 YEARS AGO. I WAS HOMELESS -- BUNCH OF THINGS ALL AT ONCE. WHAT I AM SAYING IS THAT I UNDERSTAND THAT UTTER DESPAIR SO WELL. THAT BEING SAID, I ALSO WANT TO TELL YOU THE OBVIOUS -- I HAVE NO IDEA OF WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH OR HOW BAD THINGS ARE. I ALSO DON'T KNOW IF MAYBE IT IS NOT JUST CIRCUMSTANTIAL -- MAYBE YOU SUFFER FROM CLINICAL DEPRESSION AS WELL AS DEPRESSION OVER LIFE SITUATIONS, OR YOU SUFFER FROM BOTH. ALL I CAN SAY IS HANG ON -- GET TO A HOSPITAL NOW. I WILL TELL YOU THAT MY LIFE DID GET BETTER -- I HAVE AN APARTMENT TO LIVE IN, ETC. I WILL ALSO TELL YOU THAT VERY SLOWLY I AM BEGINNING TO UNDERSTAND WHY THE TIME OF MY SUICIDE ATTEMPT WAS NOT MY TIME TO DIE. DOES NOT MEAN THINGS ARE ALWAYS BRIGHT AND ROSY FOR ME. JUST MEANS I AM GETTING GLIMMERS OF GOD'S PURPOSE IN MY LIFE. BUT THE MAIN THING  AGAIN -- YOU NEED TO GET HELP AND GET IT NOW. I PRAY YOU WILL DO SO AND THAT YOU WILL NOT TRY TO KILL YOURSELF. I PRAY FOR YOU IN THE NAME OF JESUS OF NAZARETH. AMEN AND AMEN.
 
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