Anonymous
Beloved of All
Lord
I’m sorry. I’m sorry my need for affection and love is so great. I thought following you would fill the empty hole inside of me, and that I would feel loved .. but my loneliness has only increased.
I miss the affections of my friend. I thought he could love me on my own .. but when I told him I wanted to wait he became cold and cruel.
I suppose he’s no different from the four or five before him .. it seems to be loved and get affection one must give their body in exchange.
I’m sorry, Father. I know he does not love me, and would only be using me — but I will die without affection.. I will kill myself.
My mom could not love me, no one in my family .. no friends or anyone else .. no one ever has and no one ever will. This hole just gets bigger and emptier each day. I’m so unlovable .. this is the best I can do.
I pray you forgive me, and I’m sorry for being so rotten. I’ve always known there was something wrong with me. I’m so sorry, Lord .. please forgive me. Please spare my soul. I’ll either die or give myself up for him. I’m sorry .. I’m sorry. I wish I had never been born.
I’m sorry. I’m sorry my need for affection and love is so great. I thought following you would fill the empty hole inside of me, and that I would feel loved .. but my loneliness has only increased.
I miss the affections of my friend. I thought he could love me on my own .. but when I told him I wanted to wait he became cold and cruel.
I suppose he’s no different from the four or five before him .. it seems to be loved and get affection one must give their body in exchange.
I’m sorry, Father. I know he does not love me, and would only be using me — but I will die without affection.. I will kill myself.
My mom could not love me, no one in my family .. no friends or anyone else .. no one ever has and no one ever will. This hole just gets bigger and emptier each day. I’m so unlovable .. this is the best I can do.
I pray you forgive me, and I’m sorry for being so rotten. I’ve always known there was something wrong with me. I’m so sorry, Lord .. please forgive me. Please spare my soul. I’ll either die or give myself up for him. I’m sorry .. I’m sorry. I wish I had never been born.