Leipy
Disciple of Prayer
I am suffering from the power of masturbation. I don't want and I pray that I may not do it, but it's like Satan is always hearing whenever I pray not to do it and starts to put a toll pressure of lust, contending with my mind, taking me round with thoughts and desires until after I have done it. I feel guilty and cheated immediately afterwards. Sometimes during the act. Satan wants me to displease my Saviour and oppose my relationship with Jesus. I need prayer because I feel this habit is cutting me off from Jesus. Before I do it, I suffer, with pressure of lust to look for girls' pictures on my phone until I find myself on pornography scrolling pages. I only get to rest after doing this disgusting act. Please pray for me for this satanic grip on me to leave and let me free. I feel terrified by the power that controls me to do it. I feel as if Satan is right next to me, waiting to violate my desire not to do it. Please pray for me. Kind regards.