Leipy
Disciple of Prayer
I am suffering from the power of masturebation. I dont want and i pray that i may not do it but its like satan is always hearing whenever i pray not to do it and starts to put a toll pressure of lust, contending with my mind, taking me round with thoughts and desires until after i have done it. I feel guilty and cheated immediately afterwards. Sometimes during the act. Satan wants me to displease my saviour and opppsecmy relationship with Jesus. I need prayer because i feel this habbit is cutting me off from Jesus. Before i do it, i suffer, with pressure of lust to look for girls pictures on my phone until i find myself on pornography scrolling pages. I only get to rest after doing this disgusting act. Please pray for me for this satanic grip on me to leave and let me free. I feel terrified by the power that controls me to do it. I feel as sayan is right next me waiting to violate my desire not do it. Please pray for me Kind regards