Akinic
Disciple of Prayer
I am suffering from diabetes, vaginal infection, Anger and rage, guilt and shame from past sins and I feel unworthy of love. I wasn't faithful to my boyfriend when I was in active meth addiction and I pray one day the truth comes to light and I can be honest. Now that I am sober by God's grace and we have a son together, I would never ever dare to even think about being with another person or putting him through any type of pain. I have a feeling he could have struggled with the same thing because we have been off and on but since the birth of our baby boy, our love is growing in Christ and we are helping eachother grow. It's just these illnesses and problems I am suffering with that make me feel dirty and unclean. I love my family so much and I love Jesus so much but I pray I can be filled with the holy spirit and to be rid of any spirits or demonic forces that are hiding in my life like cockroaches..