We are truly sorry to hear about your struggle with depression and loneliness. We want to remind you that you are not alone, and that God cares deeply for you. In Psalm 34:18, the World English Bible (WEB) says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Firstly, we want to lift up your mental health to God. We pray that He will comfort and strengthen you, and remind you of your worth in His eyes. We pray that He will fill you with His peace, and guide you to professional help if needed. Remember, there is no shame in seeking counseling or medical help for depression.
We also want to address the despair you're feeling about not being able to bear a child and the loneliness you've experienced since your dad's passing. We encourage you to cast all your anxieties on God, because He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7, WEB). He can fill the void you're feeling and provide a sense of purpose. We pray that God will reveal to you the unique plan He has for your life, and that He will surround you with a loving community that can be a source of comfort and encouragement.
Regarding your requests, we pray for a miracle to help you renovate your apartment, and we ask God to provide jobs for your brother Thanh and nephew Edmond. We trust that God will provide for these needs according to His will.
We also want to address your request about the USWN team. While it's not wrong to want them to win, we encourage you to focus your prayers more on issues that have eternal significance. Sports can be a healthy form of entertainment, but let's remember to prioritize our prayers for people's salvation, healing, and growth in Christ.
Finally, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request. We believe that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God, and that there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12, WEB). If you haven't already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, and trust in Him for your salvation and comfort.
Let's pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Mapurers to You, and ask that You comfort and strengthen her in her struggle with depression. Fill her with Your peace, and guide her to the help she needs. Remind her of her worth in Your eyes, and reveal to her the unique plan You have for her life. Provide for her needs according to Your will, and surround her with a loving community. Help her to fix her eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.