I am struggling to believe that God is a God of Love.

Irene Ackerman · Mar 4, 2017

I am struggling to believe that God is a God of Love. In the bible his word says make your hearts desires known to him and believe it will be done and it will.
Well I am 17 weeks pregnant, and have a 2 year old. My children's father left last year march and was in a relationship with another wonan for almost 5 months before returning back to me and our daughter. It was everything I had prayed for as being a family and raising our daughter together and serving God together as a family was my greatest hearts desire. All was going well till he met a girl at work. He fell inlove instantly and ledt two weeks later to move in with her. Leaving me pregnant and with a two year old that has not seen her father for almost 3 months now. He wants nothing to do with the unborn baby and refuses to admit that he exists.
He is now very happy with this woman and they are already talking about getting married and having children of their own. He has started reading the bible and has stoped usimg drugs. This girl seems to be changing him for the better. All nice but I am still stuck alone, raising our daughter on my own and struggling to put food on the table, I am pregnant with a child that will be born eithoit even knowing his fathers voice.
God is blessing him and this girl that stole him away knowing he had a family with so much and she has the opportunity to have the best of my ex and I just had the man that used me and never loved me or our child. This man and woman are being rewarded and I am struggling to make ends meat. Where is God for me and my children. Isn't it Gods will for a morher and father to raise their children together as a family unit? Why would God let him cine back into my life just to make me pregnant and leave again. Leaving another baby freling unloved and rejected. Why put a two year old through the pain of losing her father again.
I am happy that he is seeking God and that she is such a wonderfull woman, but I wonder what Gods word really mean as his word is for a farher anf mother to raise their children together. I gave asked God to help me not love my ex and to help me find a man that would be a father to my children, I am contemplating killing myself as I feel I don't deserve love and happiness. Brian was a monster to me and our child but for this girl he knows 3 months for her he is changing everything so he can be the man she deserves. Where is God? God is a good defense attorney but it seems like he is on the side of the man that has abandoned his children and the woman that stole another womans husband and father to her children. My daughter of almost 3 believes that God will bring her daddy back, but her prayers are also just going unheard.
U want to believe that God will safe my family, and that my ex will be a husband to me and farther to our two kids. But I just dont have faith anymore.
Please please please we need prayer.

David James · Mar 4, 2017

There is healing in his blood, there is peace knowing that Our God hears us. There's happiness because Christ delivers us from all suffering. We give thanks to our Father the Most High.

U.Madhu pavani · Mar 4, 2017

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

marielise · Mar 4, 2017

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

Newbie · Mar 4, 2017

Does God answer prayer? YES!

But His answer might be different then the one we expect.

Remember, we see only our immediate needs or wants. God sees the long picture, and it may be that what to us seems like a good thing, isn't so good for us after all. Or maybe there is something better, but we are too short-sighted to see it. God made us, so we must have faith and trust that He knows what is best for us, even if at the moment it doesn't seem that way. He loves us, and wants us to be happy. The Bible says He will give us the desires of our hearts. (Psalm 37:4)

As hard as it is at times to believe, God will never give us more then we can endure. There will be times when it seems that God has given us more then we can take, that there are no solutions to our problems. During these times we must have faith and trust in God, because we know that He has a plan for our lives. We need to remember that there is ALWAYS a light at the end of the tunnel.

During the hardest, most difficult times in our lives, God is nearest to us. God will be with us in times of trouble. The Bible says, "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." (Psalm 46:1) I do not have all the answers, but Jesus does. I know that God loves us, and only wants the best for us. Where there is life, there is hope. Where there is hope there is faith. Where there is faith there is God.

I am praying for you, my friend. God Bless You!

K.m Binil kumar · Mar 4, 2017

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

mitchandkay · Mar 4, 2017

Dear Irene , sometimes we blame God for our situations when we are the one who did not consult God to begin with . God has things set up in a way that if we obey Him , then He takes care of His children , and we are under His covering . First off , are you a Christian , and follower of Jesus Christ and secondly are you married to the father of these children ? If not then NOW is the time to ask Jesus to be the Lord over your life and accept Him to be your personal Savior , ask Him to forgive you of your sins , { the word of God tells us that ALL have sinned and come short of the glory of God } Jesus died on the cross for our sins to reconcile us back in right relationship with a Holy Father , then repent { do not keep letting this man back into your life unless you give it a lot of prayer and certainly do not be intimate with someone that you are not married to } Jesus is MORE than willing to help you if you ask Him , He will never force Himself on you , He waits for you to come to Him . That being said , suicide is NEVER the answer to anything , it will send you straight to hell for an eternity and forever is a long time , so NOTHING that you are going through right now in this life compares to that . You have two lives depending on you right now and they need their mother , though you may not understand this , that baby you are carrying was meant to be here . Circumstances change , things WILL get better IF you give this ALL over to a loving Father who loves you unconditionally . This will be hard , but with the Lord's help you are going to have to forgive this man and give this all over to God , when we do not forgive it only hurts us , and the bible tells us that if we do not forgive others who have wronged us , then He will not forgive us . I am praying that you feel the Lord's peace as you commit this all over to Him . Please find a good bible believing church to attend and surround yourself with other believers who will encourage your walk with the Lord . Trust me , He WILL send people your way to help you if you release this all over to Him . He STILL does miracles ! God bless you dear Irene and God bless both your little ones , in Jesus mighty name , AMEN !!

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