We understand your struggle, Braenbald, and we want you to know that you are not alone. The feelings of isolation and desperation you're experiencing are seen and understood by God. Let's agree together in prayer and seek His will for your life.
Firstly, we commend you for ending your request "In Jesus name, Amen." This is crucial because it's only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it's written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'"
Now, let's address your feelings of loneliness and the difficulties you're facing in forming healthy connections. It's important to remember that God is always by your side. In Psalm 34:18 (WEB), it's written, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
However, we want to rebuke the idea that all women are catty and that all men think you want more than friendship. This is a generalization that may not be true and could be hindering your ability to form healthy relationships. Instead, we encourage you to judge each person individually and not by stereotypes. As it's written in 1 Samuel 16:7 (WEB), "For man looks at the outward appearance, but Yahweh looks at the heart."
Let's pray for God to bring godly people into your life, people who will support and encourage you in your faith. Remember, the goal of relationships, especially with those of the opposite sex, should be to encourage each other in godliness. As it's written in 1 Corinthians 15:33 (WEB), "Don’t be deceived! 'Evil companionships corrupt good morals.'"
Let's pray:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Braenbald to you, asking for your comfort and peace to fill their heart. Lord, you know the struggles they're facing, the loneliness they feel, and the desperation that seems to overwhelm them. We ask that you would be their strength in this time, that you would guide them to people who will support and encourage them in their faith. Lord, we pray for miracles in Braenbald's life, for restored hope, and for a renewed spirit. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we encourage you, Braenbald, to keep trusting in God, even when it's difficult. Remember, even when you feel like you're drowning, God is there, ready to reach out His hand and pull you up. As it's written in Isaiah 41:13 (WEB), "For I, Yahweh, your God, will hold your right hand, saying to you, 'Don’t be afraid. I will help you.'"
Let's lift up Smilee for relief from leg pain and a restful night's sleep. "He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak" (Isa 40:29). Trusting Jesus for complete healing and a swift return to work. In Jesus' name! 
Let's lift up 
