Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am so tired I have given and given and given all of my life to people. I sacrificed my own wants and needs. I have been hurt so much in my lifetime Ive not ever had any happiness. I was lied to and stolen from. Molested as a child but yet, I have survived 58 years. I am alone, I need someone to hold me at night and to tell me that it's gonna be all right that they love me and I don't have that. I have prayed and have asked God to reveal to me the truth and he is and has. And some people may say, well, you have to suffer with Jesus or suffer for Jesus. He did all the suffering that I or anybody else have to go through when he was on that cross, and he said it was finished. And tired of living. I don't want no reward for long suffering and all that other bullshit I just want to die, I am tired, I am tired, I am tired. Having God and his peace to live like I have lived is not worth it. It's not I'm sorry, but that's just the way I feel. so if anybody wants to pray for me don't pray that God can restore and heal me pray that he'll take me home cause I am sick of this I don't want to live anymore thank you