Ventrad
Disciple of Prayer
I am so discouraged and hopeless. I'm living somewhere with my 5 children and husband where it's a complete nightmare. I wake up and I'm instantly deeply saddened by where we are. We have nowhere else to go. We have a fresh eviction on our record, so even if we had the money which we don't we couldn't move. I've prayed for 2 months straight asking for prayer that our home would become available and yet it still has not. We are approved through the housing authority for a 4 bedroom home. We are basically just waiting in line for a four bedroom to become available and they can give no timeline whatsoever. I live with my mother-in-law and her bf. They treat me differently in a negative way some days better than others. For example, being told I can go if I feel like my two daughters are being treated differently. *bc they are not blood related to them* and they can be treated differently and I can be treated crappy. But I never have said anything or defended myself. Yet I'm still treated as if I did something bad. The only option we have is a homeless shelter. I'm not sure why God is making us wait and making me suffer in the meantime. Please pray for me because as I write this with tears on my eyes I just wanna give up. We have no money for food. My husband is the only one with a job. Please pray.