Ventrad
Disciple of Prayer
I am so discouraged and hopeless. Im living somewhere with my 5 children an husband where it's a complete nightmare. I wake up an I'm instantly deeply saddened by where we are. We have no where else to go. We have a fresh eviction on our record, so even if we had the money which we don't we couldn't move. I've prayed for 2 months straight asking for prayer that our home would become available an yet it still has not. We are approved through the okc housing authority for a 4 bedroom home. We are basically just waiting in line for a four bedroom to become available an they can give no timeline what so ever. I live with my mother in law an her bf. They treat me differently in a negative way some days better than others. For example being told I can go if I feel like my two daughters are being treated differently. *bc they are not blood related to them* an they can be treated differently an I can be treated crappy. But I never have said anything or defended myself. Yet I'm still treated as if I did something bad. The only option we have is a homeless shelter. I'm not sure why God is making us wait. An making me suffer in the mean time. Please pray for me bc as I write this with tears on my eyes I just wanna give up. We have no money for food. My husband is the only one with a job. Please pray.