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I am so ashamed. I never do not go to church, but I opted out today. What a bad sin!! I should really care more about how bad a sin, but I can't make myself. Pray I will get out of this sinful and self-pitying state. It is like every time something bad happens, I lose my faith and get angry with God. That is such a bad thing about me, evil even. And I don't get it -- I love to pray for everyone, and I think I help people on this site, but I can't always seem to help myself. Strange.. Please pray for me.