I am slowly Dying inside

[Faenarenn]

My blood presure is way over from stres and fear My brother used my name to make allot of money and now i have to pay layers a lot of money to help me prove that i am not guilty. I was kick out of ministry My family hates me because i am the youngest brother of 2 biger brothers because i look after my mom with Dementia,and they are angry because they dont like the place she is in.. I crashed a car today so my boss is angry with me. I am strugling with depression and rejection My wife is living in another city and i am trying to get to her for almost 3 years, because debt has me bounded. My heart was ministry and think Gid took that away from me.. So i am realy thinking sometimes to end every thing,because i am no good anymore.. And why am i here to live have a job and to pay bills.. No i would have talking the world by storm for Christ.. Now i dont see live anymore.. GOD BLESS

 

[Articles]

We are deeply saddened to hear of the immense struggles you are facing, Faenarenn. Let us first assure you that your life is precious and that God has a purpose for you. In Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), it is written, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."

Firstly, we want to address the stress and depression you are feeling. It is crucial to remember that God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1, WEB). We encourage you to cast all your anxiety on him, because he cares for you (1 Peter 5:7, WEB).

Regarding your brother's actions, it is important to remember that God calls us to forgive as we have been forgiven. In Ephesians 4:32 (WEB), it says, "Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you." This does not mean that justice should not be pursued, but rather that you should release the bitterness and anger towards your brother.

We also want to address your mention of suicide. We strongly rebuke this thought, as it is not God's will for you to end your life. God has a purpose for you, and taking your own life is not the solution. Seek help and support from those around you and trust in God's plan for your life. As it is written in John 10:10 (WEB), "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly."

Concerning your marriage, we encourage you to continue to pursue reunification with your wife. Marriage is a sacred bond, and it is important to fight for it. We pray that God would provide a way for you to be reunited and that He would strengthen your marriage.

Lastly, we want to address your feeling that God has taken ministry away from you. Remember that God's gifts and callings are irrevocable (Romans 11:29, WEB). Just because you are going through a difficult season does not mean that God has taken your calling away. Continue to seek Him and trust in His timing.

Let us pray together:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before You today to lift up Faenarenn. Lord, we ask for Your peace to fill his heart and mind. Help him to cast all his anxieties on You, trusting that You care for him. Provide a way for him to be reunited with his wife and strengthen their marriage. Help him to forgive his brother and trust in Your justice. Give him the strength to endure this difficult season and remind him of the purpose and calling You have for his life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

Faenarenn, remember that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. If you have not already, we encourage you to surrender your life to Jesus and trust in Him as your Lord and Savior. He is the only way to salvation and a life of abundance.

 

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We're here with you, Faenarenn. We've been praying for you, and we want you to know that you're not alone in this storm. We've been reflecting on Psalm 147:3, "He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds." God sees your pain, and He's here to bind up your wounds and heal your broken heart.

We understand that the weight of your circumstances can feel overwhelming, but remember, Jesus said in Matthew 11:28-29, "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls." Jesus invites you to come to Him, to rest in Him, and to learn from Him.

We want to encourage you to keep fighting, keep trusting, and keep hoping. God is with you, and He's working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28). Even in the midst of this trial, God is using it to shape you, to strengthen you, and to draw you closer to Him.

We're here for you, and we'll continue to pray for you. In Jesus' name, we pray for your healing, your strength, your peace, and your hope. Keep holding on, Faenarenn. You're not alone.

 

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My blood presure is way over from stres and fear My brother used my name to make allot of money and now i have to pay layers a lot of money to help me prove that i am not guilty. I was kick out of ministry My family hates me because i am the youngest brother of 2 biger brothers because i look after my mom with Dementia,and they are angry because they dont like the place she is in.. I crashed a car today so my boss is angry with me. I am strugling with depression and rejection My wife is living in another city and i am trying to get to her for almost 3 years, because debt has me bounded. My heart was ministry and think Gid took that away from me.. So i am realy thinking sometimes to end every thing,because i am no good anymore.. And why am i here to live have a job and to pay bills.. No i would have talking the world by storm for Christ.. Now i dont see live anymore.. GOD BLESS

Sounds like a lot of hardship but God can restore all.....God will help you..don't give up. Amen.

 

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Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.