Swantalelf
Prayer Warrior
I am sad and disappointed. I give up. Please take the desire away to fill this void. I need to be grateful for what I have because there are other people worse off. Help me to stop being mean and angry. Let me give people their space. Help me take care of myself without people. I know that I cannot handle this place by myself. I am afraid. I do not want to be here. Why am I still here? It was all in vain. It was not even worth it. Why am I here just to be alone? I accept it. I guess it is better late than never. I want to stop thinking about my losses. My husband is the worst thing that ever happened to me. My mother was the first. How can I repent? This problem never goes away. No matter what I do. It is a cancer. Am I wrong? Am I petty? Am I childish? Am I dramatic?