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Seeking-- Keep Seeking and searching for truth and you will find it. Yes it is time to feel the power of being connected to this very moment of prayer partnership. God cares about you and your life or you wouldn't have reached out. The key sentence was my life feels very hard right now. Right now I'm going to start praying for release of all negative effects of doubt, sadness, loneliness, and fear to be extracted from your mind and your spiritual forces. Your soul is working through all old wounds and adversity. There is a core wound that needs healing. I've just been through the dark night of the soul myself. I wanted out of it for the first 6 weeks and it's lasted 6 months! But it seems to be healed. Or healing. Relief from the thoughts you're having comes from going through this journey. It's the hardest thing you'll ever do but it's going to free your life. There is no short cut. But it will be better trust me when you get to the source of your pain. You're NOT going crazy you're just waking up. Waking up to God's loving plan for you. The first part is the dismantling stage. Everything you have thought was real is going to turn out not so real. But this is the awakening of your soul. It will be full of difficulties and you'll negotiate with God to make it stop but you must detach yourself from the quick fix. Because you don't want to go through this process again. I've been through it many times and never knew it until now. Don't be afraid it will be the best thing you've ever done. The dismantling is the most difficult but reassembly will come. I realized I had to come to my deep down personal truth about myself and my core wounds. This was happening while my marriage and career and my mother was dying. Very alone. No one but me and my faith. I was homeless and out of money and food. I lost over a 100 pounds. But I became friends with God. I trusted in his still small voice inside me. I found shelter and a job and food. I hadn't showered in over a month. My heart was broken down by grief and loss but I couldn't find a way to tell anyone about it. I was alone with the pain. Then I decided to embrace the truth that this was my healing. You're never cut off from God. Praying constantly for restoration is a start but God will give you the best way to heal it just doesn't feel like it's the best but trust me you'll be anointed with favor. As we grow closer to God consciousness we can stay in pain or we can elevate and be free of our ego and pain. You can speak to Jesus like you and him are best friends. I did and it was the best thing I could ever have done. It was awkward at first because I was too srlf conscious about it but then I just didn't care. It takes diligence but it is a very cool experience. We have the ability to connect with Jesus Christ in our lives. Being alone allowed for me to discover Jesus. I am telling you all this because you are probably going through the dark night of the soul too. By the way everyone will go through it. Look up Michael Mirdad on YouTube @ global center for Christ consciousness. It might help. You are not alone in this moment. You are being prayed for and held in gentle mindful love. I hope you will forgive me for telling you about my experience but it was inspired by your request. Good things are possible with Jesus Christ in your life. Waking up is a good thing. God will guide you through this. It is never easy to do. That's why people put it off with drugs, lust, money, anger, resentment, politics and other things but it is so much easier dealing with the source of the problem. Meet it with love and forgiveness. You are God's greatest individualized expression of love. Peace and love in Jesus name Amen.I am requesting prayer to help me feel better. Sometimes I feel like God doesn’t care about me. My life feels very hard right now and it is hard to be faithful. I am seeking prayers for reassurance. Thank you.
Thank you so much, your response helped me. I am sorry for your troubles and am relieved to hear that you have been able to overcome themSeeking-- Keep Seeking and searching for truth and you will find it. Yes it is time to feel the power of being connected to this very moment of prayer partnership. God cares about you and your life or you wouldn't have reached out. The key sentence was my life feels very hard right now. Right now I'm going to start praying for release of all negative effects of doubt, sadness, loneliness, and fear to be extracted from your mind and your spiritual forces. Your soul is working through all old wounds and adversity. There is a core wound that needs healing. I've just been through the dark night of the soul myself. I wanted out of it for the first 6 weeks and it's lasted 6 months! But it seems to be healed. Or healing. Relief from the thoughts you're having comes from going through this journey. It's the hardest thing you'll ever do but it's going to free your life. There is no short cut. But it will be better trust me when you get to the source of your pain. You're NOT going crazy you're just waking up. Waking up to God's loving plan for you. The first part is the dismantling stage. Everything you have thought was real is going to turn out not so real. But this is the awakening of your soul. It will be full of difficulties and you'll negotiate with God to make it stop but you must detach yourself from the quick fix. Because you don't want to go through this process again. I've been through it many times and never knew it until now. Don't be afraid it will be the best thing you've ever done. The dismantling is the most difficult but reassembly will come. I realized I had to come to my deep down personal truth about myself and my core wounds. This was happening while my marriage and career and my mother was dying. Very alone. No one but me and my faith. I was homeless and out of money and food. I lost over a 100 pounds. But I became friends with God. I trusted in his still small voice inside me. I found shelter and a job and food. I hadn't showered in over a month. My heart was broken down by grief and loss but I couldn't find a way to tell anyone about it. I was alone with the pain. Then I decided to embrace the truth that this was my healing. You're never cut off from God. Praying constantly for restoration is a start but God will give you the best way to heal it just doesn't feel like it's the best but trust me you'll be anointed with favor. As we grow closer to God consciousness we can stay in pain or we can elevate and be free of our ego and pain. You can speak to Jesus like you and him are best friends. I did and it was the best thing I could ever have done. It was awkward at first because I was too srlf conscious about it but then I just didn't care. It takes diligence but it is a very cool experience. We have the ability to connect with Jesus Christ in our lives. Being alone allowed for me to discover Jesus. I am telling you all this because you are probably going through the dark night of the soul too. By the way everyone will go through it. Look up Michael Mirdad on YouTube @ global center for Christ consciousness. It might help. You are not alone in this moment. You are being prayed for and held in gentle mindful love. I hope you will forgive me for telling you about my experience but it was inspired by your request. Good things are possible with Jesus Christ in your life. Waking up is a good thing. God will guide you through this. It is never easy to do. That's why people put it off with drugs, lust, money, anger, resentment, politics and other things but it is so much easier dealing with the source of the problem. Meet it with love and forgiveness. You are God's greatest individualized expression of love. Peace and love in Jesus name Amen.