Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am recently out of a nightmarish relationship that lasted four years.
I am grateful to be out but my heart is sad and I am having hateful thoughts and feelings for what this person, who was supposed to love me, did to me.
I realize the relationship was not God's will and I'm not asking for it back. It was never meant to be and I was a fool to allow myself to be abused for so long. I just want to be healed and I want the hateful thoughts to stop.
I am not young either and a four year relationship at my age, it's a regretful thing. I pray that if the Lord doesn't have someone for me, that he will not allow me to be involved again. I will heal and ill be happy again and I do not want another human being to hurt me and make me miserable ever again. In Jesus name I pray.
I am grateful to be out but my heart is sad and I am having hateful thoughts and feelings for what this person, who was supposed to love me, did to me.
I realize the relationship was not God's will and I'm not asking for it back. It was never meant to be and I was a fool to allow myself to be abused for so long. I just want to be healed and I want the hateful thoughts to stop.
I am not young either and a four year relationship at my age, it's a regretful thing. I pray that if the Lord doesn't have someone for me, that he will not allow me to be involved again. I will heal and ill be happy again and I do not want another human being to hurt me and make me miserable ever again. In Jesus name I pray.