Kheluin
Disciple of Prayer
I am pouring my heart out in this letter, seeking prayer support. The weight of not securing employment is crushing me. Despite being a seasoned software engineer with over a decade of experience, my job search in Germany has been fruitless since relocating here with my partner and our one-year-old daughter a year ago. Rejections keep pouring in despite my relentless efforts. Meanwhile, my elderly parents reside in a small rented house back in my hometown of Pala. For nearly a decade, we've struggled in rented accommodations, yearning for our own home and to have a permanent address. My parents still struggle to make ends meet, and I find myself unable to provide for them or my own family. Despite intensifying prayers, my circumstances only seem to worsen, leaving me terrified of losing my faith in Jesus. Depression has taken hold, straining my relationships day by day. The burden of being financially inactive for a year weighs heavily on me. I fear betraying my partner by seeking solace in improper relationships. The turmoil affects my child deeply. Despite abstaining from alcohol and smoking, the bleakness of my depressed state sometimes makes me yearn to escape. If this continues unchecked, I fear I may succumb to even darker impulses. I am desperate for employment and all that it entails. Please, I implore you, pray for me and offer your support.