I Am Ok Just Please Pray For Me

[Brenda222]

Guys thank you for praying for me. I needed it. I just cant live like this. I have had people tell me about my old job, thats how the depression started, I cannot listen to anyone else telling me what to do, what agency to go to for help, how I should feel, how to think, what to say, it got to be too much for me. Thats how the depression came on me so bad, everyone every where telling me how to think, feel, move, walk, talk, which job to take. I took advice when I was at my lowest, and friends did me wrong. My ex wont even speak about our child, he takes our child to the doctor, makes an appointment and dont tell me about it then has the child tell me what happened at the doctors, not himself, the adult. I had no ride to the doctor, he is down the street and would you believe he did not offer me a ride so I could go to the doctor with him to see about our child. I am the mother, when our child is with me, he calls and questions what I cooked for dinner and every thing I do, I cant fight him right now so dont tell me, I dont have the money to and I want to be on my feet and working and in a apt. where my child has a bedroom, not sharing one with me ok, so I have ground to stand on. No matter what I do the man ignores me, has the child speak what he wants to say and acts as if my child has no mom. He never payed attention for years til his relatives moved in. I am just sick and tired of it all. I am just tired of the cold-hearted attitude toward me, see me walking and pass me up, even if Im walking with our child to avoid giving me a ride, will only give our child a ride when they are together but if I am with our child he will not stop and even give a ride, Im sick of the cold-hearted treatment by everyone. I am not quiting school. When I had my car the people at school used to sit and talk after class for a bit. Now that they know I have no car, they rush out of school, get in the cars, afraid Im gonna ask for a ride, leave me there at 9pm at nite rather than offer me a ride, so I walk home 7 miles at nite and no one will offer me a ride, like Im dirt or something. Im tired of the treatment from others.

Guys I just got so depressed. I really needed time to pray. I am still depressed. I apply for jobs, no one gives me one, they turn me down for every job I apply for. The reason I keep praying for my old job is because I know I like that type of work, I am good at it. I know that the Lord is a restoring GOD and can touch their hearts and preform a miracle and ask me to come back, I just know it. I am setting up my school so I can get work and get a rent a car on the nite I go to school if I can get back to work. I just feel that the Lord has a miracle in store for me. I just feel that maybe this is why I am being turned down for so many jobs. The field I work has a high turnover rate and I do believe that the Lord is a restoring GOD and will touch their hearts and preform a miracle. I just feel that maybe this is why no one will hire me. I keep applyign though. Even though I made a mistake I know that the Lord now forgives me. I have to work the kind of work I love or I will not be there. I suffer from depression and know from experience that I will not be on a job long that I dont like to do, no matter what the situation Im in, I know from experience that the depression hits me so hard when I am working somewhere that I dont want to be at, trust me, its happened before. This is why I keep asking the Lord to give me my job back, because I like this kind of work, the pay is good, and I am good at it. I just want a second chance with them to prove myself. I am not telling the Lord what to do or giving him an ultimatum, I just believe he can work this miracle for me. I thank Jesus for listening to me. I went thru this once before. The Lord opened the door for me to do the kind of work I love and then I listend, belive it or not to the same person and changed jobs. I forgot about this when I did it again and thats why Im praying for my job back or one in the same field where I can make money, in the same location (which I love) and to be blessed with this and stay there til I retire. This person has seemed to sabotage everything I do, when Im happy she comes in and then when Im depressed and suicidal she is gone, like jelousy. The one thing I know is that this has hit me so hard and this person is no longer in my life so I know I will be fine now. I am just tired of staring at the walls all day, I have to work.

What I need is prayer but please dont tell me where to go to get help with food and clothes and all, I dont need that. I just need for you guys to pray that the Lord touch their hearts and they give me my job or the same type of company with the same benefits open up in the location I love and hire me and I can make more money. I prayed and told the Lord that if he opens that door for me before and he did. My so-called friend talked me into changing jobs and I lost everything. Now she is out of my life and I am glad. So I just praying for my job back or that the Lord shows me this same opportunity that he did before. Now I am able to recognize the blessing and see what it did to me when this happened. Lord I am praying for this. I will take the blessing and never leave this job. I just ask that you restore this for me. Jesus Joel Olsteen said that I can call you on your promise and I should. He said that if we do this that the Lord will hear us. I am asking in Jesus name GOD that you show me this, I know you are a restoring GOD, and GOD YOU SAID that if we ask this in your name you will give this to us. GOD I am not asking for riches, food or anything, I want to do for myself. Holy Savior I am asking to have my life restored to how it was before the enemy came in and disrupted my life and to be able to take care of my child, get a car again, and continue to pay my tithes, which I do out of the little I have. I thank you Jesus in advance for what you have done and are doing for me. I want to thank all these people for praying for me Lord to save my life and you sparing my life. Jesus it gets to the point where I go thru this not wanting to live, not to be cursed but its too much for me to bare being without employment. Jesus please save me from the fait of leaving my child. I love you Jesus. Please hear my cry. Jesus these good friends here on the site have prayed and prayed for me. Please give me a miracle so I can give a praise report to them and help others who are in the same position and going thru what I am going thru. Please show me a miracle Lord. I am not telling you what to do or making an ultimatum but please perform a miracle in my life Lord so I can spread your word and comfort someone who may be feeling suicidal like I always do. I need to be able to spread the word to others like I was doing Lord before the enemy disrupted my life. I love you Lord. Please let me tell others of my miracle so that I can help them. I beleive you let me stay alive to help others in the same situation. I have to be able to get back to work so I can have transportation and funds to help others. Thank you Jesus.

Just please pray for me ok. I dont want to go out of the state to work because the way daddy acts I think he is trying to get custody of my child and I am a good mom. If I have to go out of work I cant take my child with me and its bad with daddy but will be worse if I have to go out of state to work. That child needs me and loves me and wants to be with me. This is GODS gift to me. Please pray. When the Lord works a miracle and gets me back to work I will be the best mom I can be and know this and will make this child happy and help my other ones that are on their own. Please just pray for me. I dont want to lose this child. I dont want help from others I want to do this on my own. I cant lose my child. I love this child and this child loves me. The child loves daddy too but I am the mom and this child needs me. He is trying to act as if I dont exist but I dont do the same to him, he is still the dad, I let the Lord deal with him and try to turn the other cheek. I just need prayer so I can take care of my child and daddy doesnt try to get custody. I have always been there with my child. Please just ask the Lord to bless me with employment so I dont lose my child.

 

[Joey]

Brenda

It is a slow job market out there and you gotta have faith

that you will receive a job,Jesus said if you have as much

faith smaller than a mustard seed you can move mountains.

As for the cold-hearted people, I know exactly what you mean

Jesus is the only answer to life's problems Brenda.

Dear Lord jesus i come before you and i pray

for Brenda.

Lord i pray you will help her to get through this tough

time in her life and to remain strong in you and to rely on

you for the strength daily and I also rebuke the spirit of depression

away from this lady.

All this i pray for in jesus' name~Amen.

 

[silentangel]

OK Sharon, I have read your post and I agree to just pray, not tell you what to do. I can do that for you, sister.

Lord Jesus, I lift up Sharon tonight. I sense your touch upon her. I know what she has gone through and continues to deal with on a daily basis. I am asking for specific things from you, Lord. I ask that your hand be upon her prayer. She has confessed her sins and asked forgiveness and is seeking your will and your hand in her life. I praise your holy name.

I ask that you give her a miracle, not because she wants to bargain but because she knows what she needs and has asked for your favor. I ask that you allow a change of heart in the way rehires are treated and the critera that must be followed to be on the list for a rehire. Lord, she doesn't ask for any other necessity in life, just work. Lord, it is true, we are all guilty of trying to help her by giving her advice based on our own experiences and knowledge. I am sure it overwhelmed her a bit. For my part, Lord, I apolagise. I ask forgiveness from Sharon and from you. My well intentions did not need to add to her frustration. Lord, she wants to serve you and I believe she means what she says with her heart. I ask for your mercy and a turn around in her life. May you take the depression away and replace it with your sweet peace. Lord, lead, guide and direct her path according to your will. Thank you for this opportunity to know that she is OK and that your mighty hand is upon her. To you be the glory. Help her to put the past behind her and look forward to the future with all the blessings. Thank you Lord. amen

 

[Harold]

Father, I stand with this orayer from silentangel and ask for Your favor to be with Sharon. Lord, may she wake up to a brighter future tomorrow. In Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[lll]

brenda222, i really sympathize with you i've had to go through a lot of different adversities in my life.one was jobs, when i felt

all hope was lost i remember someone at a church tell me pray for direction, at that time i was looking for a job. i went into the

this fast food restauraunt to get a little something to eat. the lord spoke to my sprit to look to the left and it was a pizza place

so,i went in no make-up,jeans, casual. i spoke to this manager what were the odds that at that time they needed

workers so i feel the lord gave me the right words to say. right then and there she told me to go in for a interview

the following week,after the interview,she gave me a schedule to come in i felt very blessed.

there was a time that we had to stay in a motel and it took about everything we had. continued to pray and pray for another place

we ended up getting our own little place.i had a bible in a box when we moved into our other place. i opened it up and the scripture

said blessed are those who are hungry for they shall be filled,i felt somehow this was a word spoken from the lord.

it might of meant a different scriptural meaning but,i felt the lord was speaking to me anyways.

i've had people mention to me you pray,but you need to pray in faith. it seemed when i was willing to trust the lord and leave

my worries at his throne that is when god heard my prayers. just keep your head up and really trust the lord,and he will

fullfill your needs according to his will. be strong you will reap your good harvest from the lord. i'll keep you

in my prayers. we need to fight the good fight of faith. may god be with you. take care......

 

[ChristieM]

Lord, please allow her to feel Your divine power and movement in her life. Let her know that there IS a plan for her, she may not know it now but You have a plan for us all. Please ease the depression and worry that she is feeling and provide for her physical and emotional needs. These are indeed worrrisome times, but we have to have faith. Lord she has faith in you and wants to be an example to others-- may you use her for Your work. In Jesus' name...amen.

 

[desilou]

The only thing I will tell you to do, is to stop looking behind you. You have to start looking ahead. Forget the old job, the ex all of it. Focus on what the future holds for you. Once you let go of the old baggage you will see things happen. Romans 12:2 says "and be not conformed to this world but be ye transformed by the renewing of our mind, that ye may prove what is that good and acceptable, and perfect, will of God." I can tell you from experience that its one of the hardest things that I've had to do in my life. We all have our stories, our troubles, keep looking to God, you will get your answers. You are continually in my prayers. God Bless you!!!

 

[SinglemomV]

Lord, I Pray for Your Intervention Lord, Guide her way, Direct her Path Lord, You Lord, and Only You Lord, Lead her to do what you want her to do. Whether she should keep going after this job or another like it Lord, Open a New Door for her I Pray, Give her your Strength Lord, Protect her Lord, and Comfort her Lord, Right Now Lord, Yes, she can and will help so many Lord, but she can do that right now, by Praising You Lord, IN THE STORM, which PLEASES YOU, for her Faith will be Rewarded Lord, May she rely only on you Lord, Give her your desire Lord, In Jesus Name Amen

 

[keri47]

Heavenly Father, I pray for Brenda that she will truly believe "All things are possible with you Jesus" that you keep her wrapped in your loving strong arms. That you have YOUR perfect will in every part of her life and that you give her the perfect job that you have set aside for her where ever it may be!!!! Jesus I pray that Brenda don't look to the left or to the right or behind her but, she looks straight ahead holding your hand daily as you are leading her to the life you want her to have!! I claim one of your promises that you have given to your children that loves you.."It is the Lord who goes before you, He will be with you:He will not fail you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed" Deuteronomy 3:18. In Jesus Holy Name!! Amen and Amen

 

[Donna]

Lord be with Brenda in her great time of need when her life seems to be turned upside down, sideways and every other way possible. It seems she feels Your presence and the prayers that have been on her behalf. That is a big step. Let all of the people who want to help by giving her advice, know that she does appreciate it, but at the same time, when she needs help the most there are SO MANY people with good intentions that all the advice being given becomes overwhelming and adds to the pressure already in her life. She knows it is not the answer to end it but let everyone step back JUST A LITTLE and give her some breathing room. It takes time and she is on the right track. Be near her and guide her and let her feel Your love and presence. In Jesus name Amen