pamelaezell
Disciple of Prayer
I am not sure I believe in God anymore. He seems to be mad all the time and hurting people. My son has been trouble his whole life and still is I and my mother (who is the most devout person I know) have always prayed for him but it is just one mess after another one. I am broke from helping him and losing my job. I am a Type 1 diabetic and will lose my health coverage and I am on the insulin pump. I used to believe and teach Sunday School and VBS but it seems to me all God wants to do is hurt people. I have worked hard my whole life I have just had it with God when I have always asked for guidance from Him....yes, I know...if you have sin in your life he won't help you...i need some relief, something good in my life, something positive but ....