Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
Forgive me if this sounds self-pitying but I really am not coping having to look after my sister ### who has recently come home from hospital.
I truly am grateful that she is home but I have so many physical illnesses which cause unbearable pain from head to toe along with mental illnesses which cause really bad anxiety and mental torture which is impossible to explain.
My feet are very painful and can't wear shoes and keep stumbling and stubbing them on things
I am finding it really painful to cook meals etc.
I can't stop crying and keep asking God to help.
I feel so guilty saying this as ### has cared for me for many years
I am just so tired as get very little sleep.
My sister and I have had one bad thing after the other happen for over ### years and really need God to have mercy.
I have to confess that at the moment life isn't worth living
Father God please forgive me for complaining and I am truly thankful that ### is home but still worried about her as she is so weak and not eating much. I want to look after her as she has looked after me but I am really struggling due to unbearable pain and mental torture. Father I am tired of crying and long to laugh again and only you can make this happen. Please set me and ### free from illness and heartache. In Jesus' name Amen
I truly am grateful that she is home but I have so many physical illnesses which cause unbearable pain from head to toe along with mental illnesses which cause really bad anxiety and mental torture which is impossible to explain.
My feet are very painful and can't wear shoes and keep stumbling and stubbing them on things
I am finding it really painful to cook meals etc.
I can't stop crying and keep asking God to help.
I feel so guilty saying this as ### has cared for me for many years

I am just so tired as get very little sleep.
My sister and I have had one bad thing after the other happen for over ### years and really need God to have mercy.
I have to confess that at the moment life isn't worth living

Father God please forgive me for complaining and I am truly thankful that ### is home but still worried about her as she is so weak and not eating much. I want to look after her as she has looked after me but I am really struggling due to unbearable pain and mental torture. Father I am tired of crying and long to laugh again and only you can make this happen. Please set me and ### free from illness and heartache. In Jesus' name Amen