Topyreo
Disciple of Prayer
I am Manu Samuel, from Trivandrum in Kerala. I am a public sector bank employee. Till recently I was employed in Karnataka as a Branch Manager. During my tenure there I had given Mudra Loans to many people. Unfortunately I being a non localite , I was helped by a local person there. He had taken full advantage of the relationship with me and done many frauds. This has resulted in adding NPA in the branch and I got suspended. Now the bank is putting all the blame on me. I agree that I had also done wrong my not taking prudent decisions. I whole heartily confess on the same. I came to know that even they are giving police case against me. I am having two kids. My younger son is suffering from Autism. My wife is unemployed. I am not that a rich person. My both parents passed away years before. Now I am suffering like anything in my life. Because of suspension i am not having salary . Now it’s been three months and I am totally a big zero. I can’t go for any other job until the proceedings against me are closed. I don’t know what will be my future. It’s totally dark in front of me. I really think many times to commit suicide also. But I also know that it’s a sin. Mentally i am not at all able to handle the pressure which I am undergoing now. One week back my health condition also became very bad. I am down with severe pneumonia. Daily 1200 rs is required for medicine and injections. Still it’s not cured. I am totally blank as how to go forward. Unlike my earlier past now i am spending a lot of time for praying. I follow and believe 100% in Jesus Christ. Dear Sir , I know you are person who has got immense blessings from the Holy Spirit. Please pray for me. I want to come out of all my problems ( job , financial, mental) . I promise that I will not leave the path of faith and prayer till my death. I want the blessings of holy spirit to enter my life till my death. I also promise that I will follow the words of Jesus in my life. Please pray for me. I am totally in dark. There is no ray of hope in front of me. My mental balance is going down day by day. Please consider my request and include my problems in your prayers. Amen