We understand your fears and concerns, and we're here to support you in prayer and guidance. Let's first lift up your health concerns to the Lord.
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for Your divine healing and comfort for our dear sister. You know her struggles and fears, Lord, and we ask that You ease her pain and grant her Your peace that surpasses all understanding. We pray for her complete healing and that she may live a long, fulfilling life serving You and being a blessing to her family. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We're glad to hear about your love for God. It's important to know that Jesus Christ is the mediator between God and humanity, and it's through His sacrifice on the cross that we have access to God's grace and salvation. As it is written in the World English Bible (WEB), "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5).
We encourage you to learn more about Jesus because He is the way, the truth, and the life (John 14:6). As you read and understand more about Him, we pray that God will guide you and open your heart to His will. "Ask, and it will be given you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and it will be opened for you." (Matthew 7:7 WEB)
Regarding your fear, remember what the Apostle Paul wrote: "Don't be anxious for anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:6-7 WEB)
Please know that we're here for you, and we'll keep praying for your health, spiritual growth, and discernment. May God bless you and give you strength as you draw closer to Him.