suzyq
Disciple of Prayer
I am in need of some very serious prayer Since April my life has been a living nitemare I am so severaly depressed that I can't snap out of it.I Lost my Kids in April to there dad nothing bad it's just what the kids wanted,ontop of that I might lose my house because it's based on my kids through section 8,a housing program but during all of this I was dating what I thought was a nice guy and he kept telling me dont worry about nothing I can come live with him and so on,well to make it short when that time came he never showed up to get me and then blamed him not comming on everything but the truth..I forgave him for that and we got back together made other plans to meet up and so I go and needless to say I go and he don't show and leaves me stranded for 4 days no way home no money no nothing.then after that he calls me everything but a person and tells me to go kill myself and sends me pictures of him and his girlfriend..I need to be able to forgive him and go on,then I started dating another guy and we get into an arguement and of course he blames me for that not what he did well needless to say he smacks the crap out of me and then refused to take me home and then gets all his friends and family envolved and they scheme against me and still lied about it and made me to be the liar infront of everyone,God knows he did it I know he did it and he knows he did it,I just want him to admit it say sorry and move on with whats to come between us.I need prayer for an attitude adjustment,I have alot of anger build up towards man for my childhood and for current things that has happened,I need to be free from all that so I can have a lasting relationship with a man,I am a lil angry with my kids for wanting to go live with there dad and leaving me with nothing.I need to be set free of it all been held to captive in depression for to long.