Kerivtice
Disciple of Prayer
I am in a state of confusion now whether I am wrong or right if I am wrong then I would like Change myself but I always considered myself wrong the thing is me and my mother always have a fight because I usually talk back more often as she use to scold me like hell the moment I wake up she would start criticizing me still I use to keep quiet but after returning school also it's the same thing so when I reached from school I am usually tired and unable to take her words so I usually talk back actually I talked back because mentally I am no longer heathy ,they want me to be studios though I try hard to be studios but couldn't as mentally now I am not fit according me because taking to much scold had led my brain to being abnormal now whenever I am being scold my head seems to be like exploding ,or whenever a girl shouts I feel like going berserk ,I tried to talk with my parents but they always said I was getting very bad because I regarded my parents scolding as a nuisance, my head hurts its not I get to angry it just happened automatically ,also I have a syndrome in which I usually experience chest burns (24*7) ,abdomen pain ,muscle contraction and many more but still I kept it hidden because whenever I told my parents they usually said you always said that when we scold you ,Also they never listen to what we have to say whenever I talk they always put say don't act oversmart ,also they like comparing me to my cousins who have a life opposite to me ,their parents are very cooperative ,and they are all good in studies .
I feel like my parents don't understand me till date I have been trying to change myself as I have always considered myself wrong also they always put me aside and till date I feel like I am alone in my family like other person just imagine feeling to be an outsider in your own house ,now I think they are wrong so please pray for me I want to know whether I am wrong or right I am willing to change myself if I am wrong
I feel like my parents don't understand me till date I have been trying to change myself as I have always considered myself wrong also they always put me aside and till date I feel like I am alone in my family like other person just imagine feeling to be an outsider in your own house ,now I think they are wrong so please pray for me I want to know whether I am wrong or right I am willing to change myself if I am wrong
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