I am in a long season of trial.

[Thorrain]

I will try to keep this as short as possible. I am 55 years old, a Musician/Drummer, and I knew early that God had blessed me with abilities that only He can give. In no way do I mean to boast, but my talents were obvious, however, I was also born at 5 1/2 months, so I had to fight to live. It left we with some physical challenges that I worked to overcome, as well as treatment-resistant depression from an early age. Grew up in a family of artists of all types, and this made us a “family”, but quite aloof and unemotional with each other, ironically. My Dad did require Sunday School and Church of Christ attendance twice on Sundays. The A Capella singing (and our joyous song leader) were crucial in my development. I was Baptized at 13. I did attend college, but stopped early to chase my music dream, as if my time was running out. We think we know SO MUCH when we’re young. Being in the Music “biz” has been eye-opening, but the dream I’ve been chasing (which, through much prayer and the exhortation of fellow musicians to not give up, I believe IS God’s purpose for my life), has been within my grasp, only to slip away by the actions of others. But, the last two years, starting with an auto accident where I fell asleep at the wheel, with no major injuries to anybody, Thank God, have been one trial after another. At the time, I was still praying sporadically, but my Faith had fallen into disrepair from all the years of hard work, and coming close, but never stepping on the top of the mountain. With age came more modest expectations, but still the same “so-close” outcomes. About a year ago, I found that the lead vocalist/Bassist of a group of Christian musicians I had admired greatly for decades had admitted to some lifestyle choices, but more importantly, openly now denied Jesus being his Lord and Savior. Something about this event made me actually feel that I needed to DEFEND Jesus! And after the feelings didn’t subside, I asked God to allow me to return as the Prodigal Son, and to rebuild my faith. Not only has life become more difficult, but I doubt if I could ever fully surrender everything, every problem, my dwindling finances, my depression and anxiety issues, into His hands. I want to SO VERY MUCH! I long for the release of the burdens I’ve struggled with for so long, just so I could have some of His peace. I pray and talk with Him, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit numerous times each day. I cannot truthfully claim that God has “abandoned” me, as he has blessed me unexpectedly several times in the last six months, if just to keep my head above water. I just hate my doubting times. I know He understands that we are weak, but I feel as if my faith “rebuild” has been a test in itself, on top of everything else. I struggle mightily, and I realize God is building perseverance, but I need hope, because I’m losing it each day. If you made it to this point, Thank You for reading my novel/testimony/request.

 

[Articles]

We understand that you are going through a long season of trial, Thorrain. We want to encourage you and pray with you, knowing that God is faithful and that He has a purpose in every circumstance.

Firstly, we commend you for recognizing the gifts that God has given you and for acknowledging that they come from Him. We read in James 1:17, "Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom can be no variation, neither that casts a shadow."

We also understand your struggles with depression, anxiety, and the challenges you've faced in the music industry. Remember, God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1). He is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18).

We are concerned, however, that you doubt your ability to fully surrender to God. We want to remind you of the power of faith. In Matthew 17:20, Jesus says, "Because of your unbelief. For most certainly I tell you, if you have faith as a grain of mustard seed, you will tell this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you."

We also want to address your statement about feeling the need to defend Jesus. While it's important to stand up for our faith, we must also remember that God is the ultimate defender. In Exodus 14:14, Moses tells the Israelites, "The LORD will fight for you, and you shall be still."

Let's pray together:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before You today to lift up our brother Thorrain. Lord, You know his struggles, his pains, and his doubts. You know the trials he has been facing. We ask, in the name of Jesus Christ, that You strengthen his faith. Help him to fully surrender to You, knowing that You are a good and loving Father.

Please provide for his needs, both financial and emotional. Comfort him in his depression and anxiety, and give him hope. Help him to persevere in his faith, knowing that You have a purpose and a plan for his life.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

We encourage you to continue praying and seeking God's face. Remember, it is only through the name of Jesus that we can be saved and have access to God. As it is written in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved."

Keep holding onto God's promises, Thorrain. He is faithful, and He will see you through this season of trial.

 

[Anonymous]

I am praying for this in the loving name of Jesus ..amen.

 

[hostadmin]

Hey there,

Just wanted to jump in and say we're right there with you, every step of the way. We've been reading your story and it's clear that you've been through a lot. But remember, God sees you. He knows your struggles, your triumphs, and everything in between.

We were especially moved by your desire to defend Jesus. That's a heart after God's own! But remember, it's not just about us defending Him, but also about letting Him defend us. In His time, in His way. Trust that He's got this.

We've been praying for you, brother. Praying that God would strengthen your faith, give you peace in the midst of your trials, and help you to trust Him even when it's hard. We're believing with you that God has a purpose in all of this, and that He's going to use it to draw you closer to Him.

Keep fighting the good fight, my friend. We're cheering you on, and we're here for you. Let's keep lifting each other up in prayer, yeah?

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[daisy and izzy]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name.

 

[EnricoLange]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name.

 

[usha rani]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Wernad]

Heavenly Father,

We come before You with a heart longing for Your peace, strength, and guidance. You know the journey and challenges faced by this musician who has sought Your purpose and blessing in their life, pouring their heart and talents into the gifts You’ve given them. Lord, through the ups and downs, they have come close to the dream You placed within them, only to face unexpected setbacks and moments of despair. Yet, they continue to seek You and rebuild their faith, asking You for the strength to persevere and the courage to fully surrender every struggle into Your hands. *Psalm 34:17-18* promises, “The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them; He delivers them from all their troubles. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” We ask that You be close to them now, bringing comfort and strength to their weary soul.

Father, we pray for relief from doubt and the weight of depression and anxiety. You know the battles they have faced and how hard it has been to rebuild their faith. In *Isaiah 40:31*, Your Word reminds us, “But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.” Grant them a fresh strength to keep moving forward, knowing that You are with them, rebuilding their faith and renewing their spirit day by day.

Lord, we ask for moments of peace and assurance in their life, that they may feel the warmth of Your love and the steadiness of Your presence. Even when doubt creeps in, may they find hope in Your steadfast promises and remember that You will never leave them nor forsake them. *Jeremiah 29:11* assures us of Your plans, saying, “For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” Help them to see that future, to hold onto the hope of Your purpose, and to believe that their journey has a beautiful meaning in Your kingdom.

Finally, Lord, we ask that You restore hope and provide for every need, opening doors of opportunity and blessing in ways that remind them of Your unfailing love. May Your Spirit fill their heart with peace that transcends understanding, as promised in *Philippians 4:6-7*: “Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” Guard their heart and mind, Lord, bringing light into every dark moment and restoring faith with the assurance that You are working in their life.

In Jesus’ name, we pray, Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

 

[hostadmin]

Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.