I am hopeless and desperate. It's all falling apart. ...

[seekingmercy]

I am hopeless and desperate. It's all falling apart. I am trying to hold on to hope but it's getting difficult. And somehow in the pit of my stomach I feel this is an open door. I haven't had such feelings before, and I'm clinging on to that. I didn't start this, I was scared and I asked you to guide me. I didn't voluntarily start it. It all happened. I might have not been smart when doors opened, but I was honest and I never lied. Atleast reward me for that. Please father. The doors are shutting, but a big part of me says this is all a lie, and I am being tested and at the end of this all, it will all work out. I don't know if I should trust that gut feeling. I tell myself no, it won't, you have to forget it and move on, and I'm trying, but that just makes me depressed. I have asked you for things before, and when I didn't get it, I was always pragmatic and decided no, something better is waiting there, I have better opportunities, God has better plans for me. But for this, there is nothing better, and whatever comes will be a facade based on lies and secret. And besides I have never found someone whom I could spend time with talking, and improving myself intellectually, professionally and personally, and I can't even offer friendship because that is just torture. I'm losing the one person who understands me, and who supports me, encourages me in my good pursuits and stops me from making mistakes. Please please remove the anger and ego. Please remind us both of the love and companionship we shared. Imprint that in our heart and make us realize that just friendship is painful and futile.

 

[Saraha]

God bless you as I will pray for you in Jesus name and loving heart. May He watch over you and help you with the prayers you are asking for. Praise God. Jesus love all of us. Amen

 

[The Encourager]

Pray With Us: God in Jesus' name, I ask as I touch and agree in the Holy Spirit with all those who are praying with me and over my prayer request, God please answer my prayers according to Your perfect will and timing. God You know what is best and Your timing is always perfect. God teach me how to trust You, and wait in faith on You to answer my prayers. God I will continue to praise and Thank You all the days of my life. I appreciate You Lord Jesus. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus. Thank You that all things (good or bad) will work together for the good of those who love You, those who are the called according to Your purpose (Romans 8:28). You Are Justified In Christ Jesus: https://www.prayerrequest.com/blog/183/entry-18129-are-you-justified/

 

[Salvation4Kirsty]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[9azo]

Father we thank you for touching this vessel with your spirit of truth ! When all is said and done, you owe the truth to the person you say you love.Yet! all the signs are there that you need to love with the love of the Lord. There are times like these when we should just let go of thinking we will have a perfect relationship? it will be in Christ! but also; no pain no gain! Jesus Christ is the son of god and no matter his purpose here, he was not spared pain. I know you, you know that you are clay on the potters wheel. the grass always looks better on the other side.(until you get there.) You have a bond and don't want to Labor for what's to come. (greatness when you let go and let god) That's why god allowed you to see what you do have so when you do not go for what you know(it's on you). You "think" there is better? but what do god say about the under dog? the one he will raise up in the end! god is also doing a work in the other persons life! you need to talk about what your not, To the first person, God is not in you doing this to what you call a better choice? It always comes down to us blowing our own horn!(not listening to god).This is a test; that lets you know, that others will have to forgive you also in something during the course of a relationship.(that you are having trouble with) If you check yourself you will find that; All have sinned and come short of gods glory! the straying of ones eyes, is a sign)That there is work to be done in first relationship you have. Yet! look at all you say you have(already) and do not value? and when you grow tire in another choice, then what? go to work and something else? this why, we must love with the love GOD! this is not a desperate issue. You are not seeking God, But instead to please yourself.(now that is not of god).You owe it to the first person to talk about the hidden things. Or it will come back like egg in your face.(for assuming).Your test for a relationship is about you walking in the fruit of the spirit. Love what is real and valuable! The man that save his life will loose it, the man that loose his life for Christ sake, will be Victorious in Christ! (WORD). STAY ON THE POTTERS WHEEL! GOD BLESS...

 

[As is]

I pray that God answers your prayer that HE sees what you need. Remain steadfast and keep Him in your prayers.

 

[9azo]

FATHER WE THANK YOU FOR YOUR WILL BEING DONE HERE! AT THE END OF THE DAY, THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS.(GODS WILL)! IF YOUR NOT IN THE WILL OF GOD,THERE NO REASON TO PERSUE, WHAT WILL COME TO AN END. UNLESS GOD HAS PURPOSE HERE? SEEK HIM FOR THE REAL ANSWER! IT IS NOT GOOD TO SOW, WHAT YOU WILL REAP! AND NOT WANT TO.(GOD BEFORE GOD IN TRUTH)! GOD BLESS...

 

[mmm]

God bless you as I have prayed for you in Jesus name. Jesus loves us all. Amen

 

[dcrandjr]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[wmnoffaith1]

I prayed for this. In Jesus name. Amen.

It happened in my own life in the past 3 years that all the success that I had, my career, everything fell apart. My mother died suddenly, and 2 months later my father lost his memory and was incapacitated and in a nursing home. Even my neighbors said that I was under a grey cloud. What was the purpose of this test? to make me realize that I had never asked God about any of it. So as fast as I built my kingdom he ripped it down. I started over completely trying to turn everything to the Lord because He was all I had left, which was exactly what He wanted. I rebuilt my life with bible study, prayer, fasting and changed everything. Now the Lord answers all of my prayers because I now leave the outcome of events to him. Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and all else shall be given unto you.

God bless you and remember that the things falling apart have no eternal significance. Gaining Christ is worth any sacrifice.